using the computer without permision again.... haha... anyway... yesterday, there was some fights between my friends which i was really sad about.. it ended of with alot of people feeling hurt, dissapointed and angry.. personally, i felt really heartbroken.. my two bros who have been there with me through it all had a fight. and as a friend i didnt like the sight. there were so close to each other that they even looked like twins. yes, they have fought before but they have always gotten back together. this time, i know they will get back together but i think it would take a much longer time.

last night i called to find out whether it was all settled, but more bad news came to my ears. trying to console her was all that i could do. after all, she was truly hurt by the fight. i could not sleep the entire. i was thinking of how to get everybody back again. i will try and try until i succeed because i don wanna lose all of you. ur the closest thing to family that ive ever had. it kills me to see hate and anger between us coz as brothers, thats not wat we do. stand up, fight and die with each other, thats our game.

after class, i called her to find out whether she was alright, and a cry was what i heard. hearing that, i too felt bad. calling urself names which are false and accusing urself of being such a bad friend. well, if u were such a bad friend, u wouldnt have tried to stop the fight. feeling empty and loss, i know how u feel. but give it some time and everything would be fine. and to let u know, ill always be here for u..

as for u, i know u feel hurt. kuan keeping u in the dark. but wat kuan did was in a way correct. would u go up t ur friend and say " yo, she likes me instead of u.. so fuck off ". NO. maybe u were to angry to think. and please forget about this incident. she did wat she tought was right and pls forgive her.