eventhough christmas is around the corner, im feeling under the weather lately... and i dont even know why. getting angry at even the smallest things like just now, went to ikea, it was like freaking crowded and i went there to find my mum and eat dinner. so, i couldn't find her and i didn't want to call cause i was running out of money. then i got all worked up and stuff. then, while i was walking this girl nearly banged into me cause she was looking else where and then i was like "look straight when you're walking bitch!" then i went to eat dinner alone, and couldn't find a seat, then got angry again. then i told my mum ill wait for her at the cashier cause i hate shopping with her and that will make me angry again. then i went to find a seat, then there was this malay girl who was like fucking fat and ugly... she was trying to act cute lah... i got disgusted and stuff then got angry again. just needed someone to talked to so i smsed thongs. she kinda made me happy again. thanks alot!!! see, i don even know why im feeling like this, its just freaking small things and i get so worked up. in the morning, i needed to get something of my mind. then found out that i was just too paranoid... thinking about stuff that i should not even think about.

anyways,ill be goin to kai's ouse for some christmas party(not confirm, but surely can go). hope to see the tranxz family again cause i have not seen all of u in a while. hope can play with kai's new guitar. play pool, xbox and table soccer yay!!!

now im getting angry again... cause theres this guy on msn who keeps coming on and off and its like freaking irritating!!! guess im just confused.. fickle minded. anyway i hope there will be a conference later cause i really need it... need to laugh!!! if not, i hope kai's house will be fun!!!

need to go brush teeth now...