i've known u for a long time already, we're quite close to each other. u confide in me and i confide in you.. but still u did wat u did.. WHY???!!! i tell u so many private stuff and tell u not to tell anyone but u go and u say it all out.. u tell me evertything and tell me not to tell anyone and i dont tell anything. so why cant u keep to ur promise??? because of wat u said i got so freaking upset and got "scoldings".. yeah.. hope u are satisfied. im not really angry that u told everyone cause watever u told is like freaking outdated, but i was furious that u betrayed me!! and i cant stand that.. yeah, so i dont know what to do when i see u next week :/

alright, today was fucked up. because of the incident in the morning, my whole freaking day was ruin. i got like freaking upset for every small little thing and i blasted at everyone who i saw today. like my mum, i told her to buy for me soap for like 2 weeks already(cause mine is finishing). she went down to the shop just now and bought her shampoo and not my soap, so yeah.. i blasted at her.. but immediately i apologised cause i knew that i was wrong for shouting at her and was a bit patty.. and to everyone who i blasted at today.. SORRY!!!