well, LOVE has many meanings and people view it differently. more commonly, people associate love with sex and i think thats wrong. love is more about a feeling of being together, regardless whether its physical, with a person. from the cute little walks down the beach or a picnic. or even laughing at things that aren't even funny. these small little things, to me, are the roots of love. definitely not sex. that's why i hate it when i see/hear people saying, "being in a relationship is all about sex." prostitutes have sex with a lot of people, but do they love them? no! of course not. love is higher than that. and even sex has been twisted and made to think that it's crude and disgusting. nowadays, sex doesn't have a meaning anymore. its just something you do with someone. its no longer an emotional attachment or a connection with the other person - which is what it should be.

i wonder whether i'll be feeling love anytime soon. or will i be #foreveralone. but when it comes though, i hope i'll be prepared and try not to screw things up. someone once told me, "the reason why you're not finding love is because you're not looking in the right places." i'll try to figure the meaning behind that one soon and hope that i find this "place" that she speaks off.

my creativity has died down as you can tell. so till my next spurge.

ciao.