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Beast And Harlot


Ashwind Menon
11/7/93
St. gabs sec. the Liverpool soccer guy

Scream

Thursday, October 6, 2011
Time: 8:52 AM
Title: i want my pseudonym to be mystery.

i've never felt like this before. it really is a foreign feeling to me, being alone. just feel like isolating myself from the world. just me, a pack of cigarettes and a carton of beer. with all the drama around me and all the shit in my head, i really could do with some alone time. switched off my phone for the most part of yesterday and stayed home. and i must say for some weird, twisted and ironic reason, it really is relaxing. but then again when you're alone, you think most. so that sucks.

anyway, i saw this video of messed up kids being defiant and rebellious. the common reason - some family issue. to be specific, their parents divorce. it's sad to see something like this can have such an enormous impact. first, the kids start to do badly in school. then, they drop out. they screw up their life and their future, have a kid too young. mess up that kid's life and then the poor kid has to pay for his/her parents mistakes. its a harsh and cruel domino effect.

even the great kurt cobain had some words to share about this issue, "I had a really good childhood up until I was nine, then a classic case of divorce really affected me."

and we all know what happened after that, don't we? my question is, why haven't i gone off track? why am i not fucked up like the rest?



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