my feelings are getting a better of me. so confused right now. on one hand, i'm ok letting you go and waiting for the right time. but on the other hand, it so hard not to get jealous.
did a bit of thinking and i think it's better if i leave it as it is. i love what we have now, i really do. so it's best not to spoil it. therefore, it means that i shall suck up all that jealousy that i will have.
whether i see a future with you? i do. but just not now, in fact, i don't want it to be now. i don't think i'm in a right state of mind to be in a relationship with you.
but as i said, i really love what we have now so i rather keep it this way as of now.
