i feel that the stuff happening in school is getting way out of hand. i told myself to distance myself from it cause i don't want to deal with drama anymore, but i don't think i can because it's happening to the people closest to me.

hmm, where do i start? alright, i have a totally new perspective of life now and i feel that life's too short to make the smallest, the most retarded and the most meaningless things affect you. i don't think that's what you should worry about. there are definitely much bigger things to worry about than being popular or why this person hates me.

therefore, i think it's nonsensical to keep grudges too.


pris, i think you should just start caring less. the less you care the less drama you'll get into. and with less drama, i believe you'll be able to do your work better. and just forget about the past and pretend like nothing happen. it's not worth it remembering the past. your eyes are in front of you for a reason. 


and teesh, just sit down and really think of the extent this has blown up to. to be honest, i think the remaining 4 people from MLB are the ones that will stick with you now, no one else. you've burn too many bridges and left a bad impression on basically everyone who knows what happened. i think it's impossible for you to salvage good relations now. all you can do now is just try to put a stop to it. like i said, this shouldn't have happened in the first place.


it's just not worth it fighting or arguing with anyone anymore. you're life might just end tomorrow and would you even die happy if you're angry all day? this issue is not a small problem but it's not that big as well compared to the universe. IT IS JUST NOT WORTH.


my birthday is coming and i really really wish for the fighting to stop. we're not MLB anymore, i think everyone knows that. so can i make a request that for my birthday, i want us all to put everything behind and be normal again. just this i wish for. not that hard to do i feel.