mealwayssad

that night

2012-02-10T18:20:00.000-08:00

it was cool, simple and nice.
time seemed to past so fast.
i felt that i could be myself around you.
i was comfortable.
and it was nice to know you felt the same way too.

<3

change

2012-02-03T07:58:00.000-08:00

they always tell you to be who you are, be yourself. do not change your methods or yourself for anyone or anything. if something defines you, stick with it. it is after all, you.

however, when things aren't going your way, and you know you have to change to make it work, do you? do you change your methods to change the outcome, do you change yourself to get a better ending? even if it does not define you? even if it makes you feel uncomfortable? mind you, this new change in method will lead to the outcome you always wanted. the one that you never got from the previous method. what do you do then? do you succumb to change?

if you don't change and stick with the same method, you'll keep failing and getting the same results over and over again.

if you do change and come up with a different method, you get success but you lose yourself.

see how weird the universe works.

i think the answer to this is compromise.

but then again, what do you compromise on?

i'm not a toy thing.

2012-01-19T06:09:00.000-08:00

well, where do i start? i feel used today. like really used. worst part it was by a person i care about. the audacity to call me to tell me what happened was fucked. it was like poking me with a knife at first and then stabbing it right through me, taking my heart out and throwing it away (ok, maybe i'm over-exageratting) but yeah, that's how it felt like.

somebody said that i should change my approach. be more loud. be more direct. grow some balls. it might work, he might be right. but, i'm scared of doing it and failing. i'm only human.

i think i'm too nice sometimes for my own good. it's like i'm opening myself up to be used. to be hurt. i'm nice only because i like making people happy, i love the joy of hearing "thanks, you've made my day." i love the smiles on their faces. but it is true, those who make people happy are the saddest people inside. we just hide the sadness. and by being too nice, you'll get used. well, the people that i thought will care, don't. so yeah.

lesson learnt here, never get your hopes high, don't expect anything. and don't be too kind.

p.s. i got used TWICE today.

protective guy

2012-01-06T00:57:00.000-08:00

i don't know why but every time i see things associated with you, things written by you and the things you say, it always affects me. not in a jealous-i-love-you-you-are-mine kinda way, but in a protective caring sort of way. i just wish you could tell me what's going on so that you don't have to go through this alone.

that time again

2011-12-29T06:49:00.001-08:00

well the year's coming to an end. i've said it before and i'll say it again, this year has been fucking fast. it is fucking crazy.

just came back from HK (pictures will be up soon). well, it wasn't as fun as last year but nonetheless it was enjoyable. the two annoying little cousins of mine were well... annoying. i mean it is only after the trip that i realised that they were the ones that made it fun. but during... oh my god, where do i start? my sister and i fell sick when we came back, but we're better now (thanks for asking :))

this year wasn't that great as i expected it to be. it started of real slow, i had 4 months to do nothing and wait for school. i worked and went to bintan during that time though. school started (and time seemed to start ticking at a frantic speed from then on) made a lot of cool friends. friends i am hoping to keep. i must say my birthday really sucked this year. it didn't feel like my birthday at all. probably because i was stuck in a studio for 4 fucking hours. not just that, when i went out with my friends, they didn't really seem to care that it was my birthday. oh well, sometimes i think birthdays are over overrated.

i made friends and lost some friends as well. i think this was the most fucked up part of the year for me. i'm not used to losing people so that is why i was really affected by it. i don't understand how you can meet up with someone every single day, talk about anything to them, tell them we will be friends forever and suddenly just leave and pretend like none of that happened. on the other hand, i don't understand how you can be friends with someone for 4 years and suddenly become strangers. i still haven't wrapped my fingers round that.

all in all, i shall not complain and hope next year will not stink as bad as this year.

and here's to all who didn't have such a good year, went through shit and felt unwanted. here's to you, hoping that you'll stay strong and never give up cause if you had given up, you wouldn't be where you are right now. and here's to me, hoping that i'll find that missing piece i'm still looking for.

cheers.

seize the day or die regretting the time you lost

2011-11-24T06:49:00.000-08:00

have y'all realised that november is coming to an end? very soon it will be december and then january - a new year. has it occurred to you that time is really moving too fast? the days have become shorter, a week seems like a day and a month seems like a week.

i just can't handle the fact that this year is already coming to an end. this year seemed so much faster than last year! there have been so much of assignments and stuff going on that i lose track of the days. this is crazy, the world is crazy. it really is. don't y'all feel the same?

and if 2012 is true, would you die happy? would you die without regrets? if 2012 is true, why are we studying now? what are we studying for? shouldn't we be living life to the fullest? we practically only got a year left. if 2012 is true, why are we still doing assignments every single day? why are we not loving one another? why are we having conflicts? why are you feeling sad? you should enjoy life now! there's no time to feel all these hatred and negativity.

but forget about 2012, think about right now. can you say that you have lived each day fruitfully? have you spent each day wisely? have you seized every opportunity that has come your way?

we have no time peeps. it's not worth it anymore to feel sad, angry and full of regrets. it is a harsh fact that we can't control time, but we can control how we use time. so "seize the day or die regretting the time you lost."

don't bother

2011-11-16T06:32:00.000-08:00

don't ask me why the post below has such a weird font.

somebody save me.

2011-11-15T07:23:00.000-08:00

ahhhhh people! having major crisis now man. ok, in summary, this girl called me to talk. but i wasn't free so i didn't talk long, about a minute or so. i could tell she wanted to talk so i felt really bad after i hung up. but i sent a text saying, "sorry i can't talk cause i'm really busy. will talk to you some other time." then she said something like it's nice of me to tell her that and how she had a fucked up day and all. so i asked what happened, and she hasn't replied me!!! ahhhh fuck! feeling damn guilty now man.

anyways, some background knowledge.

this girl is from my CTPP class and i just got to know her like on monday. started talking to her and stuff like that. i kinda "opened" up to her a bit. like more than normal to a person you just met. she's cool and stuff. personality wise pretty similar to me. but she kinda did something you shouldn't do when you just met someone. i was freaked out but flattered at the same time. BUT STILL! i think it's kinda save to say that she might have a thing for me ( i might be wrong though) but the thing is i don't wanna break her heart. it definitely won't work between us. she's not my type at all. i'm not a guy who goes for looks and stuff like that, i'm like a more ~feel~ kinda guy. for example, if i have that connection or that spark when i see you or talk to you then i probably have something for you. but with her, i've got nothing! and that's that. nothing else so yeah. still feel very bad though.

i'm just ranting ain't i. oh gosh. i don't even know what i'm saying. jeez.

moving on, i've heard that izzat's been talking shit behind my back. and i can tell he really hates me. i mean what the fuck dude. didn't i like fucking apologize to you and didn't you say you didn't want to ruin our friendship. i mean… stick to your fucking words man. and i think it's fucking childish of you to do what you did. the whole world doesn't revolve around you. you're a vile, malicious, stinky big piece of shit and you know it. and i really don't care if you see this or not.

i realized that when i'm angry, i don't really think well. like i write/think in a very stupid way and i always keep forgetting what i wanted to say. so don't mind the gibberish above. alas, i have run out of things to say so till next time.

please don't receive me when i hurt you.

2011-10-31T07:25:00.000-07:00

its funny cause i only text you when i'm

bored

have nothing to do

when my phone's feeling lonely

or when i'm in an awkward moment.

it sucks cause you're a really nice girl but i don't like you that way and i don't really see us being together. right now we can only be friends. don't get too close to me cause i might just hurt you and i never want to do that.

i want my pseudonym to be mystery.

2011-10-06T08:52:00.000-07:00

i've never felt like this before. it really is a foreign feeling to me, being alone. just feel like isolating myself from the world. just me, a pack of cigarettes and a carton of beer. with all the drama around me and all the shit in my head, i really could do with some alone time. switched off my phone for the most part of yesterday and stayed home. and i must say for some weird, twisted and ironic reason, it really is relaxing. but then again when you're alone, you think most. so that sucks.

anyway, i saw this video of messed up kids being defiant and rebellious. the common reason - some family issue. to be specific, their parents divorce. it's sad to see something like this can have such an enormous impact. first, the kids start to do badly in school. then, they drop out. they screw up their life and their future, have a kid too young. mess up that kid's life and then the poor kid has to pay for his/her parents mistakes. its a harsh and cruel domino effect.

even the great kurt cobain had some words to share about this issue, "I had a really good childhood up until I was nine, then a classic case of divorce really affected me."

and we all know what happened after that, don't we? my question is, why haven't i gone off track? why am i not fucked up like the rest?

blame my brain for giving me this topic to write about.

2011-09-15T07:21:00.000-07:00

had a sudden spurge of creativity and decided to write it here, where else.

well, LOVE has many meanings and people view it differently. more commonly, people associate love with sex and i think thats wrong. love is more about a feeling of being together, regardless whether its physical, with a person. from the cute little walks down the beach or a picnic. or even laughing at things that aren't even funny. these small little things, to me, are the roots of love. definitely not sex. that's why i hate it when i see/hear people saying, "being in a relationship is all about sex." prostitutes have sex with a lot of people, but do they love them? no! of course not. love is higher than that. and even sex has been twisted and made to think that it's crude and disgusting. nowadays, sex doesn't have a meaning anymore. its just something you do with someone. its no longer an emotional attachment or a connection with the other person - which is what it should be.

i wonder whether i'll be feeling love anytime soon. or will i be #foreveralone. but when it comes though, i hope i'll be prepared and try not to screw things up. someone once told me, "the reason why you're not finding love is because you're not looking in the right places." i'll try to figure the meaning behind that one soon and hope that i find this "place" that she speaks off.

my creativity has died down as you can tell. so till my next spurge.

ciao.

i'm forgotten

2011-09-10T07:58:00.000-07:00

met kevin at zirca yesterday and somehow it wasn't satisfying. it seemed like i wasn't there at all and it seemed like he didn't want me there. that really fucks cause i've never seen him acting so weird before. plus its me. so yeah.. ahh fuck it. zirca was boring once again and by boring i mean that i didn't get any chicks. spent so much and now i'm the definition of broke.

anyways, i really feel like i've been forgotten and not cared about anymore by some people. and these are the people closest to me so it really does hurt. it fells like i don't have any of my friends anymore. the only person that i can say that has been with me since the start is javier and i really hope i don't lose him too. hopefully its all because we're all so busy and maybe we all will be together again like how it used to be cause i really do miss y'all.

feeling so down now.

unappreciated

2011-08-27T09:42:00.000-07:00

sucks knowing that you've put in so much effort, time and emotions for a particular someone, cause you love them, and now it doesn't seem to be acknowledged. i remember what you said, that you really do appreciate me being there and you said you loved me but now it seems nothing like that anymore. maybe i'm over thinking and being paranoid but i can't help but think whether you really meant what you said. sigh, if you really do though, you'll do something to rekindle this. cause you know i'll always be there for you. i don't want to be no scapegoat.

just can't get enough

2011-08-25T07:40:00.000-07:00

rob: dude watcha doing man? you know it ain't gonna work.

chace: i don't know. i just can't explain what's going on in my mind right now.

rob: do you like her?

chace: she just made me want her more. she's something i can never have.

rob: well that's just suck doesn't it.

i wished for a better life sometimes

2011-08-23T08:49:00.000-07:00

ok, so i can't go on twitter, i can't do it on facebook cause it will be too obvious. so hopefully, no one sees this. so here goes.

i don't know why, i'm always the one being left out. ever since sec 2, all my friends, especially my best friends, always find some one else and i'm always left alone. and now.. the same thing has happened. well, of course i'm really happy for them, but it just sucks you know. always being the one left out ain't nice. not nice at all. hope we all don't move further apart, cause i think it might happen. sometimes, i have no choice but to think its me but i doubt it. i mean, not trying to be egoistic here.. but yeah.

speaking of which, why must girls play so hard to get sometimes. can y'all just give in. aargh.

and recently, some people have been acting strange and perpetually distancing themselves. if i did something wrong, just tell me if not its not gonna change anything ain't it. and having a friend taken away from you hurts too. (no, none of my friends died but it seems like it though). so yeah, i may always seem happy and laughing all the time but actually i've got so much of emotions in me all bottled up, no ones knows about that part. its bad to keep it all in but i'll keep as much as i can handle at the moment.

gonna start gymming and BY THE END OF THIS WEEK I'M GONNA GET A SEPTUM PIERCING. i don't care. i have to end now, need to wake up early. so, nights.

fuck that.

2011-08-08T09:04:00.000-07:00

i invited you cause i wanted you to be there

and not as a last resort

or not because i'll feel left out.

think about it.

ps. i needed to vent. a more detailed post of my life so far will be posted soon. just not now.

dazed and confused

2011-06-05T08:55:00.003-07:00

being ignored ain't nice.

does anyone know how to reply?

on the telephone line.

2011-05-14T02:24:00.000-07:00

but on the telephone line,

i am anyone,

i am anything i want to be,

i could be a super model or norman mailer,

and you wouldn't know the difference,

or would you.

on the telephone line,

i am any height,

i am any age i want to be,

i could be a caped crusader,

or space invader,

and you wouldn't know the difference,

or would you.

loyalty eh??

2011-02-02T07:46:00.000-08:00

for those who have been following the drama that unfolded during the january transfer window, ya'll will know that liverpool fans are having mixed feelings. being a liverpool fan myself, i have the exact same feeling. fernando torres, our prolific striker, my idol, el nino has left liverpool. i kept on telling myself that it was because of the champions league issue, and after reading articles on it, i still have the same thinking. the only thing that i took away from reading the articles was the question about his loyalty. wanting to play for a bigger club and stuff.. excuse me fernando, you said the same thing when you joined liverpool. you've been the apple of our eye, our favourite player and when the club looks like it is coming back from the dead, you leave. that isn't nice ain't it. we defended you when people were criticising you, why did you do this to us?? the kop?? definitely the fans feel betrayed and here is proof of it :

His armband lied, he was no red

Torres! Torres!

He's just a rentboy like they said

Torres! Torres!

Into their backs he plunged his knife,

I hope John Terry shags his wife

Fernando Torres, Chelsea's number 9

its sad to see this and it kinda hurts as well. i mean he was my idol. i watched every game of his and tried to emulate him, copy his every move, mimic him. he changed me from a defensive midfielder to a striker. so yeah. i wish him all the best in chealsea( but you bloody well better not score against us!!!)

for those who think that i'm talking rubbish and think that this is "just" football. all i can say is fuck off. it means a hell lot to me and the red half of merseyside.

..... continued

2011-01-26T08:49:00.000-08:00

this post is a continuation of the previous one.

remember when i said i'll get a job the next time i post... well *drum roll* i have one! *applause*
yes, i'm a man of my word.
i actually just came back from work. in case you're wondering, i'm working at barossa, esplanade as a waiter (Y). yeah. was pretty nervous when i first started but after a while, i got used to stuff and things got easier form there. much easier. today was a slightly busy day and i had to walk around a lot. my leg hurts.

anyway, i've got my posting results and i will now be a student at singapore poly, doing a diploma in media and communications(mass comm) come april. my sleep got disturbed so many times starting from 6 am!! people texting me, calling me. i couldn't even close my eyes for 5 minutes man. that was one of the reasons why i woke up slightly on the wrong side of the bed today. for those who called me, i was half asleep so therefore our conversation never happened cause i don't remember shit!! anyways, fuck yeah, the course was my first choice so i'm pretty delighted but the school was my second :( i wanted NP but i was just 1 point off. dang! so far i only know one friend who got posted to SP also, so i guess i'll be making lots of new friends manxzxzxz. naise.

and this is totally random but slash is a fucking good guitarist man! i've been listening to guns n roses recently and he's bloddyfuckinghellawesomelyamazingly talented!! by the sword is a good song. haha. oh oh oh.. i watched the last episode of the hills man. can't believe its ended. after 6 seasons and 5 long years.( the 5 long years also includes laguna beach. ..i bet none of ya'll has a God damn clue what the hell i'm talking about) it kinda brought tears to my eyes actually :'( well with one show gone, one has returned and made an awesome kick ass comeback. yes boys and girls, i'm talking about GLEE. what else can i say.. its good to see quinn back in a cheerleading outfit. ahhhh...

with that bombshell, its time for me to go.
goodnight!

life so far

2011-01-23T07:21:00.001-08:00

I NEED TO MAKE SOME DOUGH!!!

i'm bloody broke. i've been taking money from my mum whenever i go out and i feel guilty doing it. been scouting for jobs and manage to talk to the manager of ritz carlton. that guy ah...
he said he'll get me an interview on monday afternoon and will call me back once he confirms the timings and stuff. its 11.25 pm now and he hasn't called yet!! i'm gonna call him tomorrow morning and if he doesn't give me an interview tomorrow, i'm gone man. i will go straight down to esplanade and go for an interview at some restaurant which i don't know the name off :/ it's a very high possibility that i'll get a job there as they are looking for people, plus i have some friends there so that makes it better. hopefully i can earn about a thousand plus by march so that i can put aside 500 for my trip and some for shopping (Y).and when school starts i'll probably continue working.

well that's all i need to say for now, till next time.

p.s.
the next time i write a post, i'll be a man with a job ;)

a fresh start part II

2011-01-02T07:42:00.000-08:00

since i left off on a sour note the previous time.. i'm here once again to leave a good taste in your mouth.

yes!! its the new year. 2011, finally i'm gonna be 18. fucking legal now man! and in a few days time my o level results will be out. i'm not nervous but just excited i guess. i think my feelings will stir even more when the date gets closer.

staying on topic, i have this huge dilemma on which route to take after my results. team poly or team JC?? poly seems to be better in the long run as compared to a JC so therefore, at this moment in time, team poly has the upperhand. another thing is, if i go poly, which course to choose, psychology or mass com?? aargh! i hate this. i'll just let my heart decide(gosh, i sound like oprah winfrey)

anyways, i went to malaysia for a few days. went to this hotel call mercure( it was previously named sofitel. thank God they changed it, mercure sounds way way way cooler) i've been there before so it was kinda nostalgic. went there with my cousins, uncle, aunties and grandparents.
eventhough we just spent 2 days and 1 night there, it was fun! we cycled, swam, bowled, played soccer. it was nice. and i got to ride on a bike man!! awesome stuff! it was so fast and i was freaking scared i'll fall off or something. and the sound the bike made.. ohhh.. it gave me an orgasm man. haha. i always had a crush on bikes ;p

i just received a message from my brain that i should grow my beard. this thought has indeed been floating around my mind for a couple of days now and yes.. i would, i am and i should keep a beard.. again. hopefully it grows in shape this time.

till then.. goodnight.

a fresh start

2011-01-01T00:04:00.000-08:00

i WAS in the mood to blog but now... nothing is coming to my mind. i remember going through what i wanted to write but nothing is coming out now.

so yeah.. i'll just leave it here and listen to some grudge and metal to suit my mood. fuck.

outta here.

enough with the shenanigans please, i need some fucking peace.

2010-12-21T20:32:00.000-08:00

well... world war 3 just ended( for the moment). i don't know what i've been doing wrong and if you want to vent your anger, please stay away from me. all the tiny, petty matters.. i don't need them in my life now. and don't be such a pussy and talk behind my back and when i'm there, show a poker face. talk about hypocrites. but all seems to have gone back to normal( i guess somebody had to sign the treaty). we'll see how it goes from here.

on the lighter side of life, HOLIDAYS!
its the sex man. been out almost everyday and i haven't got tired of it. i've been going to the gym regularly!!(accomplishment). and my appetite has been all weird lately. yesterday, i just had milk for breakfast and played soccer after that. so as you can tell, i was fucking hungry after that! headed down to subway, and the 6 inch wasn't enough man! nevermind. control. when i went back around 6 plus, i bought noodles on the way back. ate it and i was still hungry after that!! had no choice but to go to my grandma's house for dinner again! lol.

as for today, will be meeting the boys later on for lunch then heading down to the gym. after that they wanna play ping pong!!( bloody china man game. no offence.) i'll see about that, probably i'll take a dip in the pool while they hit the ball back and forth across a table(the fucker who created this game probably had nothing better to do)

adios for now(or like what javier says "Au revoir")

???

2010-12-08T07:19:00.000-08:00

not cool

not cool man

sentimental much

2010-12-03T09:20:00.000-08:00

ok.. well i've been in hong kong for nearly two weeks now, and to be honest, i'm having a fucking blast here man. when i first heard that i was coming here for two weeks, i didn't really like the idea of that. i wanted to party in singapore and do shit there man. SURPRISE SURPRISE, i don't want to leave hong kong now!! in fact nobody does, but we can't.

the truth is my new cousins are the bomb man. boomz!!

ryan with his innocence and wit, beth with all her nonsense and loudness(surprisingly, i don't find it annoying ;p) and nikki with her blurness(which somehow is kinda cute).

awesome man.

but its not just about them, hong kong is fun too. shopping here is good and stuff are generally cheaper here. but its a killer once you get lost man. ryan and i got lost for nearly an hour when we went exploring. haha, but we found lots of good shit like porn shops. haha! HONG KONG IS FILLED WITH THEM! !

moving all the attention to me now. i have decided to grow a beard man!!!!! fuck yeah. i haven't shave for a week now and i plan to keep it for another week or so. i think i look ok, like some bad ass biker/rocker ;p.

{and my song of the moment is barbra streissand by duck sauce (Y)}

this is the most awe- wait for it- somest part. i got an ipod classic i got an ipod classic!!! its a christmas present from my dad. fantastico!!

got to take a shower now, till next time.....

dudesons in hong kong

2010-11-22T06:32:00.000-08:00

well...

i forgot my camera

and

my charger

(Y)

i wonder

2010-09-06T07:29:00.000-07:00

you know when you're young, people always tell you not to lie or cheat. they keep saying it's bad and wrong. you listen to it everyday until you grow up and try not to do it. the voices stay in your head and slowly it sinks into you. and they also teach you about all the other values that you grow up by. values like being reasonable, not to be too selfish with money and stuff like that. then one day, that very same person who has been like an extremely moral person in your eyes, goes back on their beliefs. a fucking hypocrite. and then you start to wonder of all the other values taught to you. mind you, that this is the exact same person who scolds you for lying and they themselves lie to the fucking extreme. all the fucking bullshit. you know all the morals they taught were true, but why teach when you can't follow.

ok, enough of the shenanigans. lets move on to something less dramatic shall we?

well, my mum found out about my piercing. haha! nothing happned though. and the prelims are here. fucked up. not gonna flung this man. and i have nothing else to say. yes, my life is boring cause i've been confined within four walls which make my room. this will all be over after the o's man. see ya'll soon.

adios.

confused

2010-06-20T09:22:00.000-07:00

wassup peeps!!
haven't posted in a long time.. well i have shaved my head! now i'm gonna let it grow until next year. haha!

watching the world cup now. javier, jasper and sebas have been coming to my house regularly to watch most of the matches. they just left by the way. now i'm just waiting for the brazil vs ivory coast match. its gonna be coooooooooooooooool.

i don't feel like getting into any relationships now because of my o's. thats why i have been "collecting" girls. yeah. but recently i've seen so much beauty man. after like a few months of blocking out the opposite sex, physically and mentally ;p, i think i'm gonna break soon man. i just can't do it!!! they are just so alluring... just now, on tv, they just showed this south american girl. ahhh.. well gotta control man. but there's this girl who's like ignoring me. i don't get it man. seriously.

ps. gotta start exercising soon man. i'm becoming too fat!

yeah.. that's romantic

2010-03-19T06:27:00.000-07:00

GIRL: i'm bored.

BOY: wanna make out?

GIRL: err.. ok. sure

if only it was that simple.

revived

2010-03-15T20:29:00.001-07:00

wow.. i haven't logged in in like ages and i nearly forgot my password man..

yesterday was a good day.. not that it was just matt's birthday, but i cleaned my room!!! and its like sparkling now.. like some hotel lobby!! my table is cleared and all my books are shelved nicely, i made my bed(i did it today as well, surprisingly) and I CLEANED MY FAN!!! i think that was the biggest achievement yesterday. the fan that has not been cleaned eversince i bought it like 3 years ago, is finally spotless and it looks brand new!!!!!! i couldn't clean it because the hinges of the fan were rusty and i couldn't take it out to clean the insides. so it has been collecting 3 years worth of dust and i fucking cleaned it man!! i decided to lubricate the hinges and taadaa!! it came off.. the sense of satisfaction is sweet. and i also got a new phone, that is just awesome.

well, its the holidays, not so much for me though. i have to go back to school and stuff. i think i'll start feeling the pressure once june arrives but that doesn't mean i haven't started studying. i've planned what i wanted to do for this week already.. so proud of myself ;p

and yes!! liverpool won portsmouth 4-1, next the idiotic manchester united on sunday. i think i wanna have jasper and javier over to see their side lose to liverpool again like how they did last season. NICE. will be going out later for matt's birthday.. so yeah

and oh oh oh.. i cut my hair... was a bit sian of the length and moreover the thickness. it was like fucking warm lah

gotta go
yours sincerely,

this is war

2010-01-09T06:17:00.000-08:00

i believe in nothing
not the end and not the start
i believe in nothing
not the earth and not the stars
i believe in nothing
not the day and not the dark
i believe in nothing
but the beating of our hearts
i believe in nothing
one hundred suns until we part
i believe in nothing
not in peace and not in war
i believe in nothing
but the truth and who we are

R.I.P

2010-01-05T02:35:00.000-08:00

LOVE HIM.
LOVE A7X.
LOVE HIS DRUM SKILLS.
MISS HIM.
REST IN PEACE.

happy new year

2010-01-02T00:14:00.000-08:00

happy new year to everybodeh!!!!

well, went to my cousin's house for new years. eat eat eat. stayed there until like 3 plus. came home, watched tv like until 4am and woke up at 8. i dunno why i woke up so early man. super tired man. the next day, went there again. eat eat eat eat. stayed there until 2am.

well.. now time for reflection.
its been a good year in terms of studies. really woke up from last year. this year i have to be 2x more hardworking cause i have o's. wah shit... scary man!
and i would like to thank my friends who have always been there for me. syu kuan, matthew, javier, kevin, justin, lydia, shuxiang, jasper and many more. i think u know who u r. so yeah thank u for everything!!!!! <3

wanna do alot of things this year like: pierce some part of my body
grow my hair
colour my hair
improve my bass skills and learn my guitar again
get a serious reletionship

these are the things i could think of now and i'm sure there are more. so.. gtg. see ya'll soon and happy new year once again!!

hotness

2009-12-26T19:24:00.001-08:00

ahhh.. leighton meester and blake lively.
the sex man.
don't tell me their not hot.
i watch gossip girl for them.
;p

back from HK

2009-12-11T06:35:00.000-08:00

i'm back.. but only for a while. tomorrow i'll be leaving for perth and then coming back on the 29th.

anyway, reached HK on the 4th, went to my dad's house, and then from there took a ferry to HK island. then another ferry to macau. i stayed at the venetian, and they have the best hotel rooms in the world man!! the moment i stepped into the room, i was like... nothing to say man! unbelievable.
on the 5th, i went to watch cirque du soleil. another unbelievable shit!! i mean it was fantastic as it had clowns, trampolines, acrobats, contortionist and many more! i really enjoyed it man and i would really advice everybody to watch it man. really good stuff (Y).
on the 6th, went back to my dad's house which is on lantau island, which is a 30 min ferry ride to HK. he lives in a place called discovery bay and its a very unique place to live in cause no one is allowed to own a car in there. it's suppose to be an environmentally safe place and stuff like that and the only mode of transport is the public bus and the shared cab. u could also rent a buggy too. lol!
on the 7th, i went to tung chung to shop. bought a binni and 2 quicksilver shirts.
on the 8th, i went to maddame tussad's(excuse my spelling, i forgot how to spell her name). took photos with nicole kidman, brangelina, the queen of england, hitler, einstein, johnny depp, ronaldinho, beckham, muhammad ali and MICHAEL JACKSON! haha! then went to the peak which is like on top of a really high mountain and u can overlook the whole HK city. it was really beautiful.
on the 9th went to ocean park, which is a theme park. tried almost all the rides there like the roller coaster, viking and the one that brings u all the way to the top and the plunges down. super awesome man, but i must say, after trying the bungy in s'pore, the rides were nothing. no kick. haha! after that went to mong kok and shopped till i dropped man. really bought alot of stuff until i had to but another bag to put all the stuff in.
on the 10th went to disneyland which was a waste of time, seriously! nothing much really. the only thing nice was the space mountain which was quite boring.
so came back today and the leaving tomorrow.

anyway, was quite high since i return but just saw something that kinda spoilt my day. its like u don't want to know me anymore. haiz.. nevermind.

(pics on facebook)

bye bye

2009-12-03T06:43:00.000-08:00

aargh.. gonna be out of singapore for a very long time :(
gonna miss everybody :'(
going hong kong 2moro.. will be there from 4th to 11th. AND THEN... from 12th to the 29th will be in perth. so yeah.. will really miss everybody.
anyway gtg.. got an early flight 2moro. see u all when i see u.

p.s. there should be a new years party at my house, anyone wanna come, just call man.

FUG ZIRCA!

2009-11-17T21:00:00.000-08:00

wah.. still quite pissed of man. waited for freaking long and 24 bucks just gone like that! reached there around 10, got my ticket from cory. then while waiting for kevin.. mel, brandon and i decided to do bungy. wah!! fucking awesome man!! best shit ever!! that made my day man!! so yeah, thongs was like calling me as she was inside, while i was outside. she got tired of waiting so she left.. sorry man :( it was lke 1.30am already and i was still in the queue. decided to go to brandon's to slack. 24 bucks just gone like that man _!_ KNNCCBFUCKERS!!! dunno how to organise properly ah??!!

2009-11-12T06:06:00.001-08:00

can't wait to get all these done after my o's man..

2009-11-08T20:01:00.000-08:00

by the end of this year my body's gonna look like that man ;p

2/11/09

2009-11-02T02:05:00.000-08:00

yowz.. so today went to collect my report book. got promoted to sec 4 yo. haha. o levels here i come!!
after that went to jk's house and jammed for a while. kept on calling kevin cause i wanted to go out but he didn't pick up at all. so decided to come home as all my other friends weren't free as well. so will be going out on wednesday with them. can't wait for the o levels to end man. then all my friends will be free. haha

so anyway liverpool is not gonna win anything today. they might not even make the top4 man. after the sensational match against man u they took on fulham and played like shit man. i really think they should change benitez. when they were down 2-1 he took off the attackers and put in youngsters who cant play for nuts. and he took of torres. kuyt and benayoun, the three best players in the team. WTF!!! and i think the match is fixed man. as they are in debts they need money. so they use stupid ways to get money.
well here's my theory: liverpool need money and they know that people will bet on them winnig games as they are a good team. so when alot of money is placed on them to win they lose. thats why they lost like 4 games in a row and when it came down to pool vs man u, many people will bet big on man u winning considering liverpool's form. so liverpool win and get the money. so againsts fulham many people thought that liverpool will win so liverpool lost. and its fucking obvious its fixed man.. i mean benitez took out his three best players on the pitch when he was losing. WHO IN THE RIGHT MIND WILL DO THAT MAN! change him and the owners man!!!

aiya.. no mood already
bye

21/10/09

2009-10-21T06:49:00.000-07:00

yo.. so today got back some results. so far i haven't failed anything except ss(expected), but it was a freaking high failure so i'm kinda proud of myself. :)

anyway, got a job today at hiltons hotel. got it with yq, ronald and melvin. work starts on sunday. 6.50 per hour, better than nothing. need to get black pants and shoes. haha.

monday went out with yq, ron, mel and sherwin. wanted to watch movie but they didn't have anything nice so decided to play pool at meredian. WON 2 BUCKS!! haha pathetic i know. then went to gardens for dinner. met kevin. sk met us too, but he left. kev went to buy some drinks and we went to the park to drink. after few hours, mel and ron started a dance face off. FREAKING HILARIOUS MAN! soon all of us joined in. we were like retards dancing and we weren't even high yet. suddenly the police came and we ran. we suspect someone complained as kevin threw 5 bottles on the floor. haha

tuesday went to mel's house to swim. then went to play dota. second time playing and i was pro!! haha!! i did a double kill and everybody was stunned man. haha. mofo!!!

well, gtg. see ya'll soon

18/10/09

2009-10-17T10:11:00.000-07:00

hey.. its like 1 plus and its one of those rare days where i get to use the com after 12. lol.

just came back from my uncle's house. the whole family was there to celebrate and stuff. had like a super big lunch that could cover for 2 meals. just watched the liverpool game. damn they played like shit. this season no hope already man.cant wait for the big clash next week(liverpool vs man u) hope liverpool wins man.

anyway, was abit angry just now at someone. was just trying to help and give some good advice, but... aiya dunno la. anyway, i'm sorry if i didn't understand and i forgive u cause ur going through a hard time. so see u when i see u.

sa2's over so its party time. probably gonna party everyday. and i cant wait for the sec 4s to finish their o's. that would mean more fun.

so yeah, gotta go. see ya'll soon.

28/08/09

2009-08-28T06:06:00.000-07:00

ok well today was ACES day in school. went to school in the morning, then from there the whole school(sec 1-3)walked all the way to serangoon stadium. then had some fun and games there. the inter class soccer finals was held there too. :( so sad that my class was knocked out during the semis. aargh!!! anyway, after that, my form and co-form took the class commitee for lunch at botak jones- i'm the vice-chairman by the way ;) after that was supposed to go out with the rest to games haven at clark quay but my mum didn't allow :( she asked me to tahan for one more month and then sa2 will be over. but there are like two impt bday parties coming up and i really wanna go!!!!! must come up with some cock and bull story now. lol

anyway, i've been getting angry very easily these days. PMS.
today, my mum decided to buy macs for dinner, so i asked her to get for me double cheeseburger upsized. AND SHE CAME BACK WITH DOUBLE FISH BURGER UPSIZED. wah!! damn pissed of man!!! she bamed it on the old aunty at the counter.. wth! anyway, she promised me a burger tomorrow :)
and few days ago, i asked my mum to buy for me my facial wash as mine had finished, but she came back without it. so i asked her why she didn't buy it, she said no money. ok, i wasn't angry as it was a valid reason. BUT SUDDENLY! from her bag she took out 2 little miss t shirts for my sis and the lady gaga cd for her. WAH!!! PISSED OF MAN!! SO MUCH FOR NO MONEY!! and also i've been asking for an anvenged sevenfold cd for like damn long.. until now she hasn't bought it for me. but, only 2 weeks ago my sis asked for gaga and tada!! she got it!!

ok.. maybe i was just childish for the cd thinggi.. but i dunno.
anyway im ok now.. so yeah

sa2 coming, so better study hard. had 4 tests yeaterday man. never really study but i got 30/40 for POA. i wanna sit for the re-test man. gotta get 90%. maths im hoping for full marks. hehe. can make it one. for physics and history... well, confirm can pass la, but dunno whether it will be high pass.

gtg, see ya'll soon.

08/08/09

2009-08-08T03:28:00.000-07:00

hey.. so gonna do an update..

well, my class is through to the semis of the inter class soccer. gonna meet 3e2. we're gonna win man!!(positive thinking)

anyway, yesterday sx came over after school. talked alot and then ate dinner at macs. after dinner, went to my house to use com and then we started taking photos. so here are some of the pics

6/8/09

2009-08-06T03:37:00.000-07:00

fuck.. i didnt know u were like that..
freaking ungrateful!!!

28/7/09

2009-07-28T07:10:00.000-07:00

i dunno.. well, how shall i put this in a good way.. umm. well, u dont appreciate me, well thats how i see it.

BEAUTIFUL

Lately I've been hard to reach

I've been too long on my own

Everybody has a private world

Where they can be alone

Are you calling me, are you trying to get through

Are you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for you

I'm just so fuckin' depressed I just can seem to get out this slump

If I could just get over this hump

But I need something to pull me out this dump I took my bruises, took my lumps

Fell down and I got right back up

But I need that spark to get psyched back up

In order for me to pick that mic back up

I don't know how I pry away

And I ended up in this position

I'm in I starting to feel distant again

So I decided just to pick this pen Up and tried to make an attempt to vent

But I just can't admit

Or come to grips, with the fact that I may be done with rap

I need a new outlet I know some shits so hard to swallow

And I just can't sit back and wallow

In my own sorrow

But I know one fact I'll be one tough act to follow

One tough act to follow

Copy One tough act to follow

Here today, gone tomorrow

But you have to walk a thousand miles

In my shoes, just to see

What it's like, to be me

I'll be you, let's trade shoes

Just to see what I'd be like to Feel your pain, you feel mine

Go inside each other's mind

Just to see what we find

Look at shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo They can all get fucked.

Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Don't let 'em say you ain't beautifulOoOo They can all get fucked.

Just stay true to you

I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor

Everything is so tense and gloom

I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room

Just as soon as I walk in

It's like all eyes on me So I try to avoid any eye contact

Cause if I do that then it opens a door to conversation

Like I want that...

I'm not looking for extra attention

I just want to be just like you

Blend in with the rest of the room

Maybe just point me to the closest restroom

I don't need fucking man servant

Tryin to follow me around, and wipe my ass

Laugh at every single joke I crack

And half of them ain't even funny like

Ahh Marshall, you're so funny man, you should be a comedian, god damn

Unfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clown

So why don't you all sit down

Listen to the tale I'm about to tell

Hell, we don't have to trade our shoes

And you don't have to walk no thousand miles

In my shoes, just to see What it's like, to be me

All be you, let's trade shoes

Just to see what I'd be like to

Feel your pain, you feel mine

Go inside each other's mind

Just to see what we find Look at shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautifulOoOo They can all get fucked.

Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Don't let 'em say you ain't beautifulOoOo

They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Nobody asked for life to deal us

With these bullshit hands they've delt

We have to take these cards ourselves

And flip them, don't expect no help

Now I could have either just Sat on my ass and pissed and moaned

But take this situation in which I'm placed in

And get up and get my own

I was never the type of kid

To wait but I know to unpack his bags

Never sat on the porch and hoped and prayed

For a dad to show up who never did

I just wanted to fit in

Every single place

Every school I wentI dreamed of being that cool kid

Even if it meant acting stupid

Aunt Edna always told me

Keep making that face till it gets stuck like that

Meanwhile I'm just standing there

Holding my tongue up trying to talk like this

Till I stuck my tongue on the frozen stop sign poll at 8 years old

I learned my lesson and cause I wasn't tryin to impress my friends no more

But I already told you my whole life story

Not just based on my description

Cause where you see it from where you're sitting

Is probably 110% different

I guess we would have to walk a mile

In each other's shoes, at least

What size you where? I wear tens

Let's see if you can fit your feet

In my shoes, just to see

What it's like, to be me

All be you, let's trade shoes

Just to see what I'd be like to Feel your pain, you feel mine

Go inside each other's mind Just to see what we find

Look at shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautifulOoOo They can all get fucked.

Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Don't let 'em say you ain't beautifulOoOo They can all get fucked.

Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Lately I've been hard to reach I've been too long on my own

Everybody has a private world Where they can be alone... sOoOoo

Are you calling me, are you trying to get through OoOo

Are you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for you

sOoOoo Oo OoYea... To my babies. Stay strong.Daddy will be home soon

And to the rest of the world, god gave you the shoes

That fit you, so put em on and wear em

And be yourself man, be proud of who you are

Even if it sounds corny, Don't ever let no one tell you, you ain't beautiful

15/07/07

2009-07-15T07:12:00.000-07:00

well.. on saturday was my birthday..

thank u to all who wished me..

kevin, shuxiang, lydia, syu kuan, matthew, javier, ryan paul, zeon, kannan, mogan, lingesh, fion, vania, kai ying, joel, daanish, kannan, francine and many more.. thanks!!

so on saturday, sx came over around 11am. she baked a cake for me which was in a shape of a guitar.. :) thank you!! i like it alot!! thanks for the present too. and cheer up kay?? <3

anyway, met the guys at amk and then ajourn to ps. played soccer there(don bother asking where). played for like 2 hours. then went to eat macs around 12am or something.. was very tired so went back.. wont go into details and stuff but here are some pics

mat got his ass kicked yo!! lol!!

and jav's my slave. haha!!! joking joking!!!

4/07/09

2009-07-04T07:17:00.000-07:00

STYLE SIA THIS SONG.. LOL!!

"They Don't Care About Us"

Skin head, dead head

Everybody gone bad

Situation, aggravation

Everybody allegation

In the suite, on the news

Everybody dog food

Bang bang, shot dead

Everybody's gone mad

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

Beat me, hate me

You can never break me

Will me, thrill me

You can never kill me

Jew me, sue me

Everybody do me

Kick me, kike me

Don't you black or white me

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

Tell me what has become of my life

I have a wife and two children who love me

I am the victim of police brutality, now

I'm tired of bein' the victim of hate

You're rapin' me of my pride

Oh, for God's sake

I look to heaven to fulfill its prophecy...Set me free

Skin head, dead head

Everybody gone bad

trepidation, speculation

Everybody allegation

In the suite, on the news

Everybody dog food

black man, black male

Throw your brother in jail

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

Tell me what has become of my rights

Am I invisible because you ignore me?

Your proclamation promised me free liberty, now

I'm tired of bein' the victim of shame

They're throwing me in a class with a bad name

I can't believe this is the land from which I came

You know I do really hate to say it

The government don't wanna see

But if Roosevelt was livin'

He wouldn't let this be, no, no

Skin head, dead head

Everybody gone bad

Situation, speculation

Everybody litigation

Beat me, bash me

You can never trash me

Hit me, kick me

You can never get me

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

Some things in life they just don't wanna see

But if Martin Luther was livin'

He wouldn't let this be

Skin head, dead head

Everybody gone bad

Situation, segregation

Everybody allegation

In the suite, on the news

Everybody dog food

Kick me, strike me

Don't you wrong or right me

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

30/06/09

2009-06-30T07:53:00.001-07:00

yes.. after so long.. its mine.. haha! been hooked on it for a while.it was my bday present from my dad. so yeah.. like it alot. gonna be johnny christ one day.. haha! jkjk!

2009-06-26T06:56:00.000-07:00

LEGEND YO!

R.I.P

24/06/09

2009-06-24T03:56:00.000-07:00

OMG!! school is gonna start in another few more days.. a month just gone like that.. well.. kinda looking forward to school actually and at the same time im not looking forward to it.. haha. i gotta mantain my reputation in class and do much better for EOYs. hoping to score L1R4: 10 . i got 13 for mid years, so hoping to do better..

so anyway, yesterday went to watch transformers(sneak preview). the show ended around 11.30pm. the people sitting next to me were freaking irritating.. after every scene, they had to give their toughts on it. i mean if u do it like one or twice, im fine. BUT NOT FOR EVERY FREAKING SCENE! well.. went to eat at dim sang leng with kev, sk and jav. matt had to go home as he didnt want to miss the last train. at around 12, kevin also left. so it was sk, jav and me. since we missed all the buses and trains, we walked from bishan all the way to our respective homes.. again.. lol! it was fun.. doing wat we do best.. talking cock. so, reached home like around 1.30. watch abit of TV before i slept.

well now, im gonna give the reviews of the movies i watched this month just because i feel like it yow..

1) x-men origins: wolverine
its basically showing how wolverine became wolverine.. it was a nice show.. lots of action and humour. and hugh jackman's muscles were scary lol! ill probably give this one 6/10.

2)night at the museum 2
its the sequel to night at the museum(duh). well its abt how the stop this evil egyptian king from taking over the world. and ben stiller along with his museum friends stops him. its a family show so there wasnt much action. but it was funny at times though some of the jokes were lame. ill give this one 5/10, only because it made me laugh real hard at some parts.

3)terminator salvation
john conner goes on a mission to destroy skynet, the company who creates the terminators. he gets help from this guy who find out that he is actually a terminator but thinks he is a man. so lets say.. he is a good terminator. he helps john destroy skynet and then gives john conner another chance at life by giving his heart to him.. and hint hint, there will be a sequel. ill give this one 5/10.

4)the taking of phelham 123
this was a good movie, really. i don want to reveal to much as i think u all should go watch it, and that is if ur 16 and above. john travolta hijacks the train and his intention of doin so is freaking unique and that was one of the reasons why i liked the show. it had action, suspense and humour. so its a package. this one to me will be 8/10.

5)transformers
the decepticons are back to find an energy source that is so powerful it could blow the sun up. so sam and the autobots try to get there first before they do. this one was good also.. it had humour, suspense, action and MEGAN FOX! haha! but i still prefered the first one just slightly better.so apart from megan fox's good looks, ill give this movie 8/10.

thats all for now.. chow!

9/06/09

2009-06-09T08:12:00.000-07:00

ok, on sunday was NSSL. out of 34 teams, my team(that team), got 4th. aargh!! went all the way to the semi-final and lost. but the team who beat us were seriously good. 3rd and 4th placing also we lost.. DAMN!! whole team was damn sad. we played so well and then lost 2 important games. dang!

anyway.. i really like the new heineken advertisement man!!! i actually seen it before like last year and saved in my thumbdrive. and recently, they are showing it on tv. haha!! always laugh whenever i see it..

wanna go out 2moro. mat and jav hasn't replied.. so yeah. but i am going out 2moro, staying at home is freaking boring.

anyway, gtg.. see ya'll soon.

1/06/09

2009-06-01T02:45:00.000-07:00

ok.. yesterday had a soccer competition.. went to play with lingesh, sasee, puvin and kumaran. i wanted to take it easy as my ankle still hadn't healed. BUT!!!! first game, someone from marist stella kicked my freaking ankle directly at the spot where i sprained it.. FUCK THAT GUY!!! couldn't play at all. so, while i was putting ice on my ankle, my team were playing.. :/ i pray to God that it will be fully healed by sunday man. i have the biggest competition on that day. so i wanna play well and help my team win. PLEASE GOD, LET MY ANKLE HEAL FAST.

29/05/09

2009-05-28T22:54:00.000-07:00

yo.. holidays have finally arrived.. cool!! got my results back and i did pretty well, even im surprised by my results. just need to work on my humanities and dnt..

well.. on wednesday didnt go school.. met my classmates at cathay to watch night at the museum 2. lame but funny show. suppose to meet them at 11.30 but reach there around 12.. lol.. and i was late for the show, missed a few minutes of it. so after that went to eat at BK, then went to play LAN. im not so much of a gamer but left 4 dead is an addictive game man. played it like for 2 hours. then went jasper came. played fifa with him. went home like around 6. changed and rested for awhile and then went to javs house like around 7.30. mat was there so we fifa-ed. around 9 went to eat dinner at bishan. after the meal we really slacked like destitutes. we were walking with no direction in mind. decided to play cards at the bus stop(look like idiots doin so). at 12.. we decided to go to justins house. we had to walk there as we missed all the last buses. jav went back so it was only me and mat. we reached justins house at around 12.30(pass midnight already). played fifa and guitar hero until 3. kuan and jasper also came over. and we watched the champions league final. out the 6 people there, including me, i was the only one supporting barcalona!!! so when barca won.. all of them we angry with me.. haha!! the game fininshed at around 6. all of them went to sleep except for me and jasper. at 8(in the morning already), jasper and zach went to school while the rest of us decided to sleep. so i woke up at 4 in te afternoon. super hungry and my whole body stinked. justin, kuan and i ordered macs. after eating, decided to go home... so yeah.. the ton was great.. lol!

anyway, kinda addicted to B.Y.O.B by system of a down. its a retarded song but i dunno why im addicted to eat.(ITS THE SONG ON MY BLOG. I COULDNT GET THE FULL VERSION :/) the lyrics are retarded as well but if u read between the lines its actually a political song. "WHY DONT PRESIDENT FIGHT THE WAR, WHY DO THEY ALWAYS SEND THE POOR" here are the lyrics:

B.Y.O.B

WHY DO THEY ALWAYS SEND THE POOR!

Barbarisms by Barbaras

With pointed heels.

Victorious, victories kneel.

For brand new spankin' deals.

Marching forward hypocritic

And hypnotic computers

.You depend on our protection,Yet you feed us lies from the table cloth.

La la la la la la la la la,

Everybody’s going to the party have a real good time.

Dancing in the desert blowing up the sunshine.

Kneeling roses disappearing,

Into Moses’ dry mouth,

Breaking into Fort Knox,

Stealing our intentions,

Hangars sitting dripped in oil,

Crying FREEDOM!

Handed to obsoletion,

Still you feed us lies from the table cloth.

La la la la la la la la la,

Everybody’s going to the party have a real good time.

Dancing in the desert blowing up the sunshine.

Everybody’s going to the party have a real good time.

Dancing in the desert blowing up the sunshine.

Blast off, it's party time,

And we don't live in a fascist nation,

Blast off, it's party time,

And where the fuck are you?

Where the fuck are you?

Why don’t presidents fight the war?

Why do they always send the poor?

Why don’t presidents fight the war?

Why do they always send the poor?

Kneeling roses disappearing,

Into Moses’ dry mouth,

Breaking into Fort Knox,

Stealing our intentions,

Hangars sitting dripped in oil,

Crying FREEDOM!

Handed to obsoletion,

Still you feed us lies from the tablecloth.

La la la la la la la la la,

Everybody’s going to the party have a real good time.

Dancing in the desert blowing up the sunshine.

Everybody’s going to the party have a real good time.

Dancing in the desert blowing up the sunshine

Where the fuck are you!

Why don’t presidents fight the war?

Why do they always send the poor?

Why don’t presidents fight the war?

Why do they always send the poor?

Why, do, they always send the poor

They only send the poor

24/5/09

2009-05-24T07:54:00.000-07:00

so.. yeah
umm.. thursday was really unlucky for me.. i didnt go to school and woke up with a super back pain. and then kris allen won american idol.. lol!! then i went back to school to play soccer and SPRAINED MY ANKLE!!!!! worst thing that ever happen man!!! couldnt walk properly and the pain was like just unbearable!! yeah..

on friday went for jubilate with kuan. quite nice! then after that went to eat macs at amk with kai and his church friends.

today went for aikido.. my ankle hurt abit.. went to play soccer as well.. hope it will be completely healed before the 7th..

thats all..

24/04/09

2009-04-24T07:21:00.000-07:00

yo.. so changed my skin.. thanks to my sis.. :)

yeah so.. i shall update abit..
today in school.. zhen qiang was a retard.. he was super pissed that he kicked the plate onto the guys face and the plate broke into half...
kanan also was wacked 6 times on is face.. his face is like super swollen..

so yeah.. sa1 is coming soon.. im gonna do my best so that i can get that bass!!! lol! on the 7th of june, i would have a soccer tournament.. yay!! haven't played competitive soccer in a while.. sx also asked me to go for her jubilante.. i think i should be goin.. so yeah

and recently ive been listening to rage against the machines( listen to the song).. not bad at all.. they are kind of like a rap rock.. but still LP is the best at it.. :D

so yeah.. thats abt it.. see yall soon..

22/03/09

2009-03-22T06:39:00.000-07:00

ok.. finally in the mood to blog..

so.. nothing much happened.. just recently sx came over for her bday as i baked a cake for her.. she stayed until 12mn... so i guess i was the first one to wish her.. lol! yeah then after that.. she was goin gardens.. so i waited at the bus stop with her.. stupidest thing is that she missed the last bus that goes there.. so yeah.. she had to cab there..
later at night.. on the same day.. some shit happened.. was pissed..

so today.. last day of the hols.. :/ am gonna stay up to watch liverpool vs aston villa.. lol! liverpool really have to win this man after what happen yesterday(fulham 2-0 man u and tottenham 1-0 chelsea) :) so yeah.. hoping for the best!!!

freak u

2009-02-15T05:37:00.000-08:00

i've known u for a long time already, we're quite close to each other. u confide in me and i confide in you.. but still u did wat u did.. WHY???!!! i tell u so many private stuff and tell u not to tell anyone but u go and u say it all out.. u tell me evertything and tell me not to tell anyone and i dont tell anything. so why cant u keep to ur promise??? because of wat u said i got so freaking upset and got "scoldings".. yeah.. hope u are satisfied. im not really angry that u told everyone cause watever u told is like freaking outdated, but i was furious that u betrayed me!! and i cant stand that.. yeah, so i dont know what to do when i see u next week :/

alright, today was fucked up. because of the incident in the morning, my whole freaking day was ruin. i got like freaking upset for every small little thing and i blasted at everyone who i saw today. like my mum, i told her to buy for me soap for like 2 weeks already(cause mine is finishing). she went down to the shop just now and bought her shampoo and not my soap, so yeah.. i blasted at her.. but immediately i apologised cause i knew that i was wrong for shouting at her and was a bit patty.. and to everyone who i blasted at today.. SORRY!!!

recap

2009-01-25T21:00:00.000-08:00

ok.. so.. school started(quite long ago) and my new class is childish except for some people.. i guess i deserve it for not doin well last year.. well this year i am gonna ace every freaking subject!!
and anyway, my teachers are alright.. real cool..

so its CNY.. too bad im not a chinese cause right now i really need some cash..lol! went to my uncle house for cny yesterday. it was just a family gathering which coincidentally fell on cny eve.. ate steamboat and my stomach bloated.. really ate alot.. maybe its because ive been exercising recently..( dunno why i suddenly have the urge to swim and run these days). but its good.. need to get back my abs which i lost a long time ago.. lol!

anyway.. there is this person who sends me messages like "i love u" and "goodnight.. muacks" WTH.. i don even know who the hell u are.. and u dont even tell me who u are. _!_ _!_
but i think i know who it is... anyway if u ever read this.. dont waste ur freaking sms cause i wont even reply.. yeah.. tts all!! #@%*!!!

happy new year

2008-12-31T04:15:00.000-08:00

its not the new year yet.. its the eve..
so yeah.. just waiting for kevin, jav and maybe kuan to come over to my house.. lol!
yeah.. so.. umm... to everyone reading this(if anyone does) HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!

7/11/08

2008-11-07T02:54:00.000-08:00

yo.. want to write about 1 recent thing that happened lately..
well...
1) AVENGED SEVENFOLD LIVE AT THE MAX PAVILLION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah!! one of the best days of my life..
well.. got to expo at around 4.. when there with jay... we thought we were gonna be early but no! we were like right behind the whole queue!! anyway.. coincidence.. saw javier as soon as i arrived. well jay, had a friend sitting right infront.. so we cut queue and went all the way front.. lol! we sat down and around 6 everybody stood up for dunno wat reason also!! it was squeezy, sticky and freaking hot!!! alot of people were accidentaly touching my ass!! and jay went round grinding people.. lol!! at around 7 we went in.. i ran to the front.. then we had to wait like until 9 for a7x to come out!! the opening band was like crazy people were moshing and i was caught in between.. jay fell down and people were all over him.. i was like freaking small man.. and if i fell i think i would have gotten stepped on!! anyway.. we moved back a bit.. mosh also was still crazy.. if i was in the mood maybe i would have enjoyed but i was tired(of standing for so long) and hungry!!
yeah.. so after a while met justin at the right side of the stage.. stayed there until the concert was over.. after the concert was over.. thats when the fun part began!! nich, ryan, zach, justin, jay and i ran backstage hoping to see the band(so sad that javier wasnt with us :/) anyway we ran and was nearly approaching when we got caught.. they told us to get out if not they were gonna call the cops.. haha!! so we waited outside for a long time and finally they came out!!! took pictures and got autographs from all of them except synyster gates!!! aarghh!! anyway.. after that cab down to chomp chomp(it was like already 1 am) met sk.. go makan then all of us went back..
haha.. hell of a day man.. but it was worth it ;)

13/10/08

2008-10-13T06:13:00.000-07:00

yo.. boring day today.. did not go out cause my mum said i had to find my POA book which i lost first :/
sian!!
even though she is like in china.. i stil did not go out.. good boy eh.. lol!! hope 2moro will be better.. ill be goin back to school(which i dont feel like goin to) again and getting back my results :/ my mum will be back 2moro also.. i have to find that POA book fast.. and also i want to go to justins house on friday as there is a party goin on.. hoping to get drunk.. lol!! joking!!
well.. my sister is retarded.. she is sitting on the sofa and singing some stupid song that she just created.. the lyrics are damn stupid!! but its funny and cute.. haha
so yeah.. i don think ill be using the com for awhile(maybe ill use it 2moro though) as my mum is coming back..
well.. gtg now.. hope to see u all 2moro..

im back

2008-10-12T04:02:00.000-07:00

yo.. it has been a very long time since i lasht wrote here man.. its good to be back.. lol!!
well.. alot has happen since july.. umm i got suspended for 4 days because i went into the wrong toilet... don think dirty.. i did not go in there to do anything bad.. i was very urgent and that was the nearest toilet.. so yeah.. :/ but i know it was wrong so.. my mistake..
i also went to pierce my ear.. when i reached home, my mum screamed and asked me to take it off.. so i did.. and my ear hole closed.. lol..
and exams are finally over.. AVENGED SEVENFOLD IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!(the pic on top)haha.. yeah man.. so excited.. i got the ticket already.. bought it as soon as i heard they were coming.. but my mum said that i can go only if my results are good.. :/ so im trying to limit my days in school so that i wont get back my results.. or ill just tell her the good results instead of the bad.. haha lol :) but im preety confident that i can do well.. so yeah..
when the exams were over, i went to javs ouse to fifa then i went to justins house to play soccer as well.. the next day.. i went to justins house again.. sk and sx were there as well.. i did not really like that day as when i took my first touch of the ball.. i was running towards goal when some guy tripped me and i fell.. my shoulder hit the lamp post and my leg was bleeding.. it got infected and its a bit painful.. :/
well.. my mum has gone to macau for 3 days.. so im alone at home with my sis.. hope ill be able to go out 2moro... i want to go see eagle eye..
so in the meanwhile its just watching TV.. i like the nanny, friends and the hills.. and also just listening to my mp3.. atreyu and A7X is what im addicted to right now.. haha

well.. that was the review of what happen since july.. so.. hope to write here soon..
signing off

11/07/08

2008-07-11T07:21:00.000-07:00

hey!! so today is my birthday and stuff.. kevin as usual the first person to wish me at exactly 12.. haha thanks!! many other people also wished me.. although some thought that it was 2moro.. :( lol.. no worries.. apology accepted..
anyway.. kevin, kuan, mat and jav had a surprise for me.. kevin baked a cake and then brought it to school and sang happy birtday!! lol! thanks guys!! and btw, the cake was damn nice!! yeah so after that went to play soccer for awhile and then i went home to change and then went out with my family.. there they had another surprise.. they had two cakes for me and then they sang happy birthday again for me..
anyway, 2moro i have oral in the morning and then after that ill go out with the guys and rest.. yeah!
anyway, gtg now..
cyasoon..

updates

2008-06-22T05:42:00.000-07:00

i have not blogged in 19 days.. lol

ok.. the best thing that happened during the holidays was the soccer match.. yeah man.. we won 5-4.. it was an amazing comeback as we were 4-1 down during the start of the second half..
match review
some guy from the other team scored(1-0)
alastair equalised(1-1)
then they scored 3 goals when the second half started(4-1)
lingesh scored(4-2)
alastair scored(4-3)
puvin with the equaliser(4-4)
and paul ryan with the winner(4-5)
WHAT AN AMAZING COMEBACK!!!

some other things i did were staying at aunty susans ouse and watching kungfu panda.. yesterday met kuan at j8 for awhile only
and 2moros school.. darn!!! i dont even know whether i got any homework also.. lol..
anyway.. gtg

until tomorrow

2008-06-03T07:22:00.000-07:00

have not blogged in quite a while.. had things to post, but lazy to write..
well, just came back from tuition.. boring.. watcing some shit on tv now... boring also.. yesterday went to ps to meet miriam.. she brought along queenie and abed.. walk around.. talktalk.. laughlaugh.. then went for tuition.. yeah.. tts all.. really tired now so wont post a long one..

bye

holidays

2008-05-23T00:06:00.000-07:00

yay.. the holidays are here... and it got off with a bad start.. :( got back my shitty results.. real shit results man.. anyway... yesterday there was a carnival in my school.. some schools came over and one of them was ICS.. i had to be the ambassodor for my school so i had to take them around school and stuff.. at the end of it all, just got a few email adds and that was it..
my dad came over at night and we just talked...
tts all actually.. nth much to write abt also.. anyway i got to do some filing of my worksheets now..
catch ya later..

quiz time!!

2008-05-19T20:07:00.000-07:00

got tagged by thongs.. so yeah

1)something you wish didn't happen.
umm.. asking

2)how do you feel now?
rather tired but still happy

3)if you can fulfil one wish, what would it be?
just be a better man

4)who are you thankful to?
friends

5)important wishes for now?
not retaining

6)if you can turn something in the past, what would it be?
umm.. its kinda private.. though some people know..lol

7)what your main priorities?
get promoted to sec 4

8)what makes you happy?
friends

9)what do you wanna change in you?
my anger

10)what song can represent your feelings now?
aerosmith-dream on

11)what type of person you like most?
those who are down to earth and not so patty

12)are there anything you wish to confess now?
i lie alot

13)what is your definition of a dream house?
the ones on mtv cribs..

14)who will you go to when you are feeling low one day?
friends

15)what do you hope to achieve?
to do well in my exams

16)what age do you wish to marry?
25

17)who do you miss most currently?
no one in particular

18)how many people made you angry for the past few days?
my sis

19)who are you gonna kill after this survey?
haha.. funny question.. no one

20what's most important to you now?
friendship

instructions:
remove 1 question from above, and add in your own personal question. make it a total of 20 questions, then tag five people in your list, list them out at the end of thid post and notify then in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. whoever has the tag will have blessings from all.

matthew,javier,shuxiang,vania and jeth

holiday update

2008-05-19T02:56:00.000-07:00

hihi.. im in malaysia now writing this post.. in the hotel.. the hotel is not bad, very nice. is very near mega mall, walking distance. anyway left singapore on saturday at 4am.. wanted to avoid the jam but in the end got caught in it.. lol. reached malaysia at around 3.. then went to eat at chilis.. after eating we went to our rooms.. as there wasn't internet connection, my sister went to my aunties house.. that night, my mum went out to party and i was left in the hotel room alone.. wayched the FA cup final.. slept during half time so i did not know the score the next day lol..

the next day.. we did not do much.. we just went shopping and i bought alot of stuff, and they were all expensive.. i then felt very guilty as i was wasting my mum's money.. after that we had dinner and my mum's friends house.. we stayed thre very late and i was sleepy.. by the time we came back it was around 2..

today, woke up around 10 and went to eat at around 11.. while having breakfast, aunty susan said we should stay one day longer and everybody agreed.. so thats wy im still here.. if not ill be halfway home already.. but that means im not going school 2moro.. YAY!!!

gtg.. going to the pool now..

13/05/08

2008-05-13T06:10:00.000-07:00

yesterday marked the end of exams.. yay.. now the marks would be out soon.. damn scared for maths and poa and physics.. those were like the killer papers.. so yeah.. :/
anyway, yesterday was my last paper which i did not have.. the evaminer did not come and so the exam got cancelled.. lol.. went straight home then went out.. the worst part was that my left eye contacts were killing me.. it was effing pain so i only went out with the right eye contacts.. left the other one at home.. no choice wat!!!
anyway, went to watch what happens in vegas at amk hub.. damn nice show.. seriously.. watched it with kevin and zhen qiang.. sk saw the show so he went to dexters house.. after the show went to j8 and met sk, bryan and cleon again.. hang around for a while and then went back home..

now ive got a big problem.. well, its not that big.. jav has a bbq party at his house.. his inviting everyone.. and i might be goin to malaysia during that time.. although its not confirm.. we might be goin.. the only thing stopping us is that the people that we are visiting, one of them has hand foot and mouth disease.. so im persuading my mum not to risk anything and not go.. so yeah..
anyway
gtg

many thanks too..

2008-05-01T23:55:00.000-07:00

yowz.. anyway.. thanks to mat again, i managed to change my blog skin.. the tag box would be up soon and the links to.. haha.. i could never ever figure out how to freaking read the thing.. anyway.. now its the exam period so i wont be using the com much.. so many things would not be updated for a while.. so yeah..

gtg..
ps. get well soon jav.. lol

21/03/08

2008-04-21T06:54:00.000-07:00

yay!!! today i finally could play soccer again without having to limp of the pitch to get a massage.. guess my injury has recovered.. since i did not play well for a long time, i was on form.. haha.. yay!!! cant wait for the PM match after the exams man.. gonna show them wat they missed when i did not play the previous match.. lol..jkjk..
after staying so long with my dad and not getting a scolding, i finally got one today(and today is the last day... FUCK) he scolded for some last minute thing.. lol.. just gave him that ''whatever'' face and gave him one word answers and a tinge of rebellion and he was lost for words.. lol.. guess i know how to counter attack already.. :)
2moro ill have tuition(sian), then ill wake up in the morning to watch the semi- final match against liverpool and chelsea(GO LIVERPOOL!!!) then will have to send my sis to the bus stop as my dad wont be able to stay with us.. so im in charged.. yay!!! lol
anyway, gtg...

ive waited far to long to watch it crash

2008-04-20T06:42:00.000-07:00

LOVE
for some this brings happiness but for some it brings sadness.. as for me.. i think it will always be sad.. i can never get it right and this is the second time already.. love and me never seem to work hand in hand.. dunno why..
as for yesterday.. should i have done wat i did????? i already knew the answer but i stilled asked.. i dont think it matters now.. the damage has been done..
wat should i do now.. wait if it takes forever or shall i just keep pushing on.. i think the answer is simple.. there are many fishes in the pond..
if ur reading this.. don feel bad as i think, knowing myself, ill get over this by this week..
and i think its mainly my fault.. delayed too long.. and this is my punishment.. and im sorry if i made u feel uncomfartable or ''retarded''.. just give it a week or so and i think it will die down for both of us..
as for now.. i think ill just go back to the guy who does not need to care abt someone anymore...
and im sure he will really take care of you..
guess we'll go back to mei and kor..
but i think ill always be here for you.. to pick u up when u fall and stuff...

19/04/08

2008-04-19T02:20:00.000-07:00

alone at home.. i was doin some notes and the fucking chapter so fucking long.. so i decided to take a break...
yesterday.. i was very naughty.. lol
it started when i had to stay back on wednesday for "edna mode" but i didnt..so the next day.. as i was sitting right in front for morning assembly(must sit in index order) "edna mode" called me out and wanted me to get caned for truancy... she wanted me to call my mum first but my mum was in australia.. lol then i gave a fucking lame excuse and she believed it and asked me to stay back today(thursday after school) but as usual i did not.. i went to play taiti wit cleon, mat and jav and then went for tuition.. as i did not want to get caught on friday morning(because i had lack of lack of lame excuses), i decided to go late for school.. met kevin outside at the kopitiam and then went in at around 9.. the main reason for coming late was to escape "edna mode", but as i was walking up the stairs, she was walking down... WTF!!! then she asked me to pass up all the work today if not must come back on saturday to do it... as though i will!!! kevin and sk were goin out.. so since my form teacher thought that i was absent and since there was some excursion later on.. i decided to report sick and go out with them.. kevin acted as my dad and i left scool after recess and went to kuans house.. we then went to amk hub where i met meimei and wan hua... after lunch, we were waiting for sx and pw.. they nearly did not want to come because of some shit that happened in class.. but thankfullt they still came.. we went to watch forbidden kingdom(not bad) then i had to go home already..
luckily my dad did not ask wat happened at the excursion and wat was my experience.. lol
anyway.. must start doin the notes again..
will be back soon..

15/4/08

2008-04-15T06:54:00.001-07:00

blah blah.. stupid shit.. some pple would know why im like this.. and actually is for two reasons... :/
tired of waiting actually.. but i have not gotten the chance yet... :/
and anyway.. i limped for like the thousandth time already as someone kicked my injury again..
im talking to sister now.. fun talking to her actually.. got remembered of the conferences during the holidays.. lol
anyway gtg..
2moro got school and ive got to go n brush my teeth..
ill be back

13/04/08

2008-04-13T00:03:00.000-07:00

haha.. my mums away in australia for 12 days and my dad has come to live with me... FUCK! i confirm gonna get scolding for small things..

anyway.. was suppose to have soccer training yesterday but it got cancelled. and i think i cant kick a ball anymore man.. i was fighting with kuan(for fun only) and then we both kick each other at the same time.. his leg is like metal man!! my shin was like damn pain then i straightaway fell to the floor... lol!!! then when i got up.. the pain transfered to my ankle and then i started limping... :( until now my leg still pain sia...

nth much happened this week.. just that exams are coming and got alot of stress.. im multi-tasking now when i should'nt be.. lol

anyway.. got nth else to say so yeah...
*u r my prize for all the odds i faced*

28/03/08

2008-03-28T06:58:00.000-07:00

hi hi.. been quite a long time since ive done this shit.. anyway.. this week was good and bad at the same time.. i had a wound on my elboe since two weeks ago and this weel, while playing soccer, i fell on it again.. then there was blood and everything.. the worse is I BROKE MY SPECS AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is like the 786412676153791665465165467632651754365910176345645316541545653615756534570167 th time already.. fuck man..
i decided to go get contacts.. which i did but have not bought the solution yet.. haiz..
this week.. all i know is that i have been playing soccer like seow!!! play it like an average of 3 times a day... legs will be like effing tired after that.. on sunday ill have soccer training also.. so yeah..
today after school.. sk got some taichi with the fucking sms guy... fucking dont like his face man.. scorpion came down to settle the matter... which he did... the excuse for saying wat he said to sk was bullshit... "i like hip hop, so i must act cool in school" wat the fish!!! i was like gonna wack him already lah!!!
anyway.. sad sad... i wont be goin to the fiesta.. gonna miss out on alot.. fuck!!! seriously need to pass the money back to thongs.. even though she said no.. still gonna return her.. so yeah..

tts all

13/03/08

2008-03-13T07:14:00.000-07:00

hey all!! just ca,e back from camp.. it was good and disgusting.. the toilets were like gross and the water smelt like shit..
first day there was ok.. did some water activities.. river cascading and indiana jones.. indiana jones was the best.. then went to eat dinner.. matthew and jav was somewhere in the mountains cooking their own food.. lol.. then came the solo night walk.. we had to walk into the forest at 9.30 at night alone.. it was effing scary but i made it out to the other side... it was like a 400m walk..
second day.. they came back and it was my turn to go up.. everyday was raining so we could not stay.. yay.. felt damn bad to jav and mat.. then slept..
third day.. went to see waterfalls.. only two groups went bcoz it was raining and the water level was high.. i did no see it though.. i had to sit in the middle of the rain coz there were no shelter.. my hands all turn blue and nearly went into hypothemia.. lucky some friends got jacket and i was alright.. then went back and slept
fourth day... had campfire at night then we went to sleep in the conference hall.. it was like alot of pple in there.. pple were snoring and stuff..
the last day.. was gross.. we went back to our tent to pack.. while eating joel saw a cockroach on his leg and screamed.. he pushed away and then we could not find it.. then i felt something on my neck and it was th fucking cockroach!!! i took it and threw it on the floor and squashed it.. gross man!! then went back home... yay!!!

saturday will be playing a match with kenneths churc then will be celebrating matthew's birthday..

cyasoon

29/02/08

2008-02-29T03:29:00.001-08:00

leap year!!! haha pity those born today.. and i heard the show leap years was not that good..

haha.. anyway just came back from a reunion with the tranxz.. lol.. watched the eye at orchard.. i had to leave half way though.. the movie was damn scary man.. nobodt was watching it.. thongs and jav were covering their faces.. so was kuan and sx.. i was playing psp and i think matthew and kevin watched it with their eyes closed.. lol..

fuck mr. pang.. that fucking shit head.. sent me out of class today.. practically my fault lah because i did not bring some stuff.. but i still hate him..

nothing much happen this week.. just that some terrorrist escaped..lol.. and sx claimed to have seen him.. lol.. he will definately get caught soon lah..

anyway.. next week stress!!! got so much of test...

ok..gtg

21/02/08

2008-02-21T04:50:00.000-08:00

its been a week since i last post.. wasn't in the mood thats why..

anyway.. yesterday was fun... after school went to collect my pants(which wasn't ready)with jav.. talk alot of crap and i laughed like shit... CLOURING AND ORGASM MAN!!!!!

today... abt 9 of us were sent out of dnt class.. so at 1.45 we just walked out of school instead of leaving at 2.50.. hope i wont get into trouble 2moro..
anyway i kinda found out why.. so yeah.. got pissed again..

2moro will be goin out and watcing movie :)

*will she hold me if she knew my shame*

valentines day

2008-02-14T04:30:00.000-08:00

:( this fucking shit probably sums up today. was suppose to be fun and stuff but shit happens... jav and mat had to stay back for some shit... was late to give thongs a gift... 10 minutes late for the movie... fucking tired... when into the mrt and came up from another exit instead of going down to the train... WTF!! nearly slept in the train!!! fuck today man... and now eng howe is fucking irritating me.. if he kp me on sunday i think ill go beat the shit out of him man!!!! at least i know oter people are having fun.. im happy for them.. hope it will be a fantastic day for u all..

anyway.. gtg :/

07/02/08

2008-02-07T06:15:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL READING THIS!!!!

moving on.. im so confused.. dunno wat to do man!!! i mean, suddenly u are nice to me after doing all the shit to me.. at first i really did not know wat to do.. thanks to shushi(LOL) i know wat to do... its time to put down my foot and really make a stand.. wont be soft-hearted anymore, wont be a push over anymore...

this one is for u.. read it properly.. it is wat i feel and think

something isn't right

i can feel it again feel it again

this isn't the first time you left me waiting

sad excuses and false hopes high

i saw this coming still i don't know why i let you in

i knew it all along

it's so predictable

i knew something would go wrong

(something's always wrong)

so you don't have to call

or say anything at all

it's so predictable

(so predictable)

so take your empty words, your broken promises

and all the time you stole, cuz i am done with this

i could give it away, give it away

i'm doing everything i should have

and now i'm making a change, i'm living the day, i'm giving back what you gave me

i don't need anything

i knew it all along

it's so predictable

i knew something would go wrong

(something's always wrong)

so you don't have to call

or say anyting at all

it's so predictable

(so predictable)

everywhere i go

everyone i meet

everytime i try to fall in love

they all wanna why i'm so broken

why am i so cold, why am i so hard inside

why am i scared

what am i afraid of?

i don't even know!

this story never had an end

i've been waiting

i've been searching

i've been hoping

i've been dreaming you would come back

but i know the ending of this story

you're never coming back

NEVER!

everywhere i go for the rest of my life

everyone i love

everyone i care about

(so predictable)

they're all gonna wanna know what's wrong with me

and i know what it is and i'm onna end this right now!

06/02/08

2008-02-05T18:12:00.000-08:00

yay!!! today chinese new year celebration in school and i did not go... lucky man!!! the rest also did not go!!! SHIOK!!! i don tink i wanna go next year also coz last year i skipped also... LOL!!! today... i dunno wat im gonna do.. mayb ill finish up my maths homework first... then mayb go to justin's house later for some soccer... then mayb also kuan will call me then i go meet him..

anyway.. this week alot of things happen.. i had test and passed them with flying colours... got a2 for POA and maths... i also jumped from the second floor corridor to the first floor.. shiok man!!! that moment in the air!!! now, im like doing it everyday... kai also tried and injured his foot... he could not walk properly... :/ take care man... i also jumped with daanish.. then i also climbed from the first floor to the second.. lol... wednesday(30/01) went out with kuan, sx and kevin.. was suppose to study for POA but i just followed them.. still passed POA though.. went to eat at ps.. friday(01/02) went out also.. went to town with kuan, sx and kevin, sx lost her rainbow handphone pouch.. :( saturday(02/02) javs and bryans bday.. also had flag day that day... did not do much.. in fact did not do anything!!! just went to play arcade... in the end.. we did not return the tin!!! after flag day followed sx and kuan to eat and serangoon gardens... not bad lah the food..

chinese new year coming man... hope i can get more red packets... :)
GONG XI FA CAI!!!! (to all my friends reading this)

thanks for breaking my heart

2008-01-26T03:35:00.000-08:00

im feeling more angry than sad!!! i mean... wat was i thinking!!! how stupid can i be!!!
read ur blog.. and u said that u r crying over wat happen and that ur life sucks!!! well.. just to tell u.. it sucks because u made it!!! u seriously are a hypocrite.. first u say u don want to be in a relationship and that u don like anybody.. next moment u tell me that u r in a relationship and that u like someone.. WOW!!! i seriously got over u.. but im fucking angry by the way u treated me.. like i was some sort of rubbish!!! i told u this,"if u like me, i don mind giving u a chance, but if u don.... its alright" and u said "okay".. so that gives me the impression that u like me.. than u say that u never like me before and u don want to be in a relationship because of streaming.. ok i get it.. but why u still say that u r in a relationship with another guy!!!! then the next day... u start apologising... but a day later... u say its not ur fault!!!!! wat shit!!! kuan was angry.. so he asked u to scram!!! then u also gave my sister(sx) some problem... and i got even more pissed!!!

now i know why they dont like u.. i know why they hate u... i never knew, but now i do... i don ur one of us anymore.. i don need u anymore... we don need u anymore... ive got them and they got me.... WHO NEEDS YOU!!!!!

22/01/08

2008-01-22T06:23:00.000-08:00

nth much happened today... just went for tuition when i came back.. took some photos in the toilet with kuan.. jav and mat pangseh us!!!

yesterday nth much happen also.. just that i found out bryan tan was gay!!! NOT GONNA GO NEAR HIM ANYMORE MAN!!!! yeah and for science.. instead of writing organism, i wrote orgasm!!! shit!!! yeah.. tts all

16/01/08

2008-01-16T05:58:00.000-08:00

SIAN!!!! on friday im gonna go for dental appointment... dunno whether i should change colour!!!! haha anyway.. on sunday after aikido, went to j8 and met thongs, ky, kevin, jav and casper.. jav and i were goin to east coast for some party... the rest went to watch movie, and so we left.. kevin and casper sneaked into american gangster and got caught... lol
at east coast met up with sunny, it was his last day in singapore.. had some bbq and then celebrated qing liangs bday also.. after that, they went to clark quay but i had to go to my aunts house... met ky for dinner at the prata shop and then went to talk at the park..
nth much happen in school... some funny things though but no mood to say it now... (long story) haha.. damn, nowadays my post getting shorter man... nothing much to write.. i cant officially go out yet, need to sort some things with my dad.. some argument we had last time, he wants to solve it..

oh well... need to go n brush my teeth.. need to show my sparkling teeth to the dentist!!! lol

week review

2008-01-11T05:57:00.000-08:00

SCHOOL IS STRESS MAN!!!!!! dammit! been sleeping for the first few periods, then after recess im fine!!!! dammit, miss 2e5!!! now 3e4... so far, becoming quite rowdy... bullying the kenny in my class... the retainees are like fucking funny!!! stupid shits!!! tuition also has started... its fucking 3 times a week and its all the way in pasir ris... 40 minutes to get there!!! on wed, i had MLb.. but skipped it and then went to j8... haha... today.. during recess, justin talk crap abt my MLb teacher... i liked it coz i hate her!!! SHE SUCK COCK LAH!!! GO AROUND SEE PPLE HAIR!!!! got nothing better to do!!! ANS SUNNY'S BACK!!! gonna see him on sunday at east coast... yay... hope its gonna be fun.. and i think im gonna skip aikido to go j8 again and meet up with tranxz.... haha... tts all for now..

go brush my teeth..

school has started

2008-01-04T01:49:00.000-08:00

DAMMIT!!! not in the same class as my friends but at least our class all on the same level... my class got 12 retainees man!!! first day in school got nth much to say... just that the rest got caught for hair... 2nd day also nth much, just that i finally touched a soccer ball after a very very very long time... 3rd day.. also got nth much.. lessons started, sleeping in class.. kena punish then must do 10 push up... lol

pple have written things abt me in their blog so im gonna write about them to and other pple...

in random order..

JUSTIN

the funny, nonsense talking guy.. damn funny lah.. the great soccer defender for pheemuh... u seriously can make all of us laugh lah and can be irritating sometimes but in the good way.. u also can study.. must halp me next this yr man!!!!

SUNNY

the 16 yr old thai guy that is in UK now... :(... pheemuh striker gone already.. still remember the times where we use to fight during MT class for fun and also when u invited me to ur house to watch thailand vs singapore final(which singapore won) was the only singaporean there and there were like 20 thais.. got beaten up after the match... obviously..

CHANG

the 15 yr old korean, hairy guy.. can be funny at times and ur fight with that turban guy was damn cool.. could feel the impact of ur punch from far man.. yeah.. hope u do well this yr...

CLEON

the max tune fellow... sitting with u in class damn fun man.. can talk alot of shit and u always think of stupid stuff to say.... ur jokes quite the lame... POTATO!!POTATO!!! HAHA

JONATHAN

the freaking strong guy lah.. also damn clever... hope u do well this yr.. and ur defending skills improving man!!!

DEXTER

the guy who got drunk!!! SHARK IN THE SWIMMING POOL!!! haha.. laughed my ass off when heard that man... don watch porn already lah!!!

BRYAN

the pai kia with fucking nice tapered school pants.. been with u like since p5 man.. getting funnier and also lame sometimes.. hope this yr would be closer coz last yr not in same class.. now at least u still go out with us man!!! thanks for 2007.

MATTHEW

BRO!!!the funny quick feet octopus and also one of my best friends... haha.. sit with u can laugh until like shit man.. got into alot of trouble last yr... suspended like over 6 times.. almost every week got some problem... but it was fun getting suspended with the rest man... still can play catching... when are we gonna have our pheemuh training man!!! talk to u in school soon.. thanks for 2007.

TRANXZBATZ, JIE KAI
the rich kid.. have been with u since p5.. but only got to really know u in sec1... still remember the time u point middle finger to the art teacher then he saw.. WTH!!! really like ur house man... love the stay over there also... sorry kuan, matt , jav and i were late... playing soccer until we lost track of time.. do well in ur air rifle also... and also in ur studies... hope u get well soon after the bad fall... thanks for 2007.

TRANXZCATZ, JAVIER

BRO!!!the guy holding the record for falling down most times man and sleeping everywhere... on of my best friends..my cousin according to the tranxz family.. thanks for intro-ing avenged sevenfold to me man... they rock my sox... goin out with u during the holidays was freaking fun man.. max tuning and just hanging out and making a fool of ourselves where ever we went... in school better play more soccer man... and stop falling down and sleeping!!! thanks for 2007.

TRANXZDAWGZ, LYDIA

the one always emo-ing and talking nonsense when she got high... knowing u only for 4 months now and its like i have known you for years... talking with u till late at night and conferencing till damn late.. my sister-in-law.. power of prank calls man!!! u still can talk to me if u really need to and i would want to meet up with u all at least once a week. hope i still can make u laugh.. kinda losing it already.. don be naughty anymore in school already ok... thanks for 2007.

TRANXZKANGAROOZ, KAI YING
the youngest of us all.. and i know u like for 5 yrs now.. never really got to know u until now... my niece.. can be quite stubborn sometimes( u know why) and also very fun to be with... sorry for wat happen in june last year... and ill still be there if u need to vent ur anger on someone.. lol.. do well in school and try to be top in class.. don scold ur grandmother anymore la... and stop swearing.... thanks for 2007.

TRANXZPRAWNZ, SYU KUAN
BRO!!! AND BEST FRIEND!!! the guy who can really eat alot and has smelly feet... thanks for always being there for me and giving me advice on wat to do.. my nephew.. really cherish having u as a friend and dont be influenced by the stupid mother fuckers in ur class.. don max tune so much already lah.. must wake up idea.. love the time when we all went out during holiday.. remember we prank the girls on the surprise bday party day... FANTASTIC IDEA MAN!!!! thanks for 2007.

TRANXZRABBITZ, SHU XIANG
the one who laugh and laugh and very fierce at times.. i scared... hope to still make u laugh... my sister... I WONT THINK OF EVER DOIN A SPLIT AGAIN AND EATING OREO!!! hope to still talk to u until late late... and still bully u.. try and meet up during school ok.. to study or smth... send me some more songs also... haha... so far all the songs u send me are damn nice and im addicted to it.. u were very nice in planning the surprise party for kai and ky.. hope to see more of u soon.. thanks for 2007.

GRANDPA JONES, KEVIN
the ang mo fella... u also done be influenced by the mother fuckers in ur class.. don get into any more trouble already!!! WHEN TEACHER SCOLD U DON LAUGH LAH!!! screw lose sia u.. take care of hazel nut... and pls wake up ur idea also ok... don keep changing ur laughter every year.. don max tune so much also... hope to see u more in school even though our recess times are different... and thanks for 2007.

chow..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2007-12-31T11:22:00.000-08:00

happy new year everybody!!!! haha!!! im rather scared of the new year.. dunno wat it will be like.. i cant play around anymore in school..got to really study hard and stop getting into trouble... im just scared to know wat would be in store for me this year... haiz.

haha.. anyway, on new year's eve.. was rather upset because could not go out with te tranxzs... :(... had to babysit my freaking sister coz my mum was out partying and if i went out, my sis would be home alone... woke up at around 11... went to bath around 3 had dinner after that and then went to fucking cut my mother fucking hair!!! its like fucking short now man...!!! WTHWTFKNNCCBKNS!!!! i went down to the barber to cut it and when i came back, my mum said it was unacceptable and then she went to cut it shorter... DAMN LAH!!! now damn embarrased to go out!!! then also went to my cousin's house... there was a party there... deen(cousin's uncle) got totally pissed drunk... started dancing around and spilling wine all over... did a stripties also.... WTH!!! i took a video and just kept on laughing while he embarrased himself!!! funny man... just got back from there though... and at midnight, wished the tranxz family happy new year and stuff... yeah... guess im really scared to know wat will happen this year... and school is starting 2moro!!!! HAVE NOT EVEN GOTTEN IN THE MOOD YET!!!!

ahaha... till then

29/12/07

2007-12-29T07:12:00.000-08:00

okay... i should continue from where i left off last.... went to bath, went to macs for lunch... umm i got STM i cannot remember wat i did... damn! anyway, went to a coffee shop for dinner... ate bak ku teh( is that how u spell it?) it wasn't enough so i went to order black pepper chicken. it was taking so long and my mum got impatient instead of me so she asked where was my food,nicely. then the stupid old lady shouted at her in some dialect... my mum gave her a stare.. i was pissed and profanity was about to slip out of my mouth like verbal diarrhoea but decided to control myself because she could not even walk faster than a snail!!! lol!! bought my school pants already... and its like freaking big so im gonna skinny it. yeah... so when home then talk on the phone for awhile then slept....

today, woke up at 11... mum and sis was goin to j8 for some shopping... so had the whole house to myself... yay!!! watch tv only lah... then was feeling quite down and luckily they were showing the benchwarmers on HBO... watched and laughed my ass off!!!! and ky called me saying she was bored lah... but did not pay much attention to wat she was saying because was watching top 100 hits of 2007... AND WTH!!! HOW CAN UMBRELLA BE THE TOP SONG!!! AND WHY IS WHAT I'VE DONE AT NO.4,THKS FR THE MMRS AT 10 AND I DONT LOVE YOU AT 9!!! WAS DISSAPOINTED WITH THAT!!!! anyway, slept around 5... was enjoying it until ky called me, then could not sleep after that then when to watch tv... AND IM SUPPOSE TO BE AT JUSTIN'S PARTY BUT TODAY WAS MY COUSIN'S BDAY SO I HAD TO GO TO HIS HOUSE TO CELEBRATE!!!! AAARRRGGGHH!!!! then got some problem.... and i dunno wat to do so yeah...

4 more days to school man... ABSOLUTELY NOT READY!!!! and hope to meet up with rabbit, dawg and kangaroo at least once a week....

till then...

28/12/07

2007-12-27T20:10:00.001-08:00

OMG!!! JUST ANOTHER 5 MORE DAYS TO SCHOOL AND IM STILL IN THE HOLIDAY MOOD!!!! HAVE NOT EVEN BOUGHT MY UNIFORM YET MAN!!!!

anyway, its abt 12 pm now, the com was on and just decided to use. after this ill go n bath.. hah.. woke up at 10 today cause my youngest cousin came over and made so much of noise. played with him for awhile.. now he calls me mr. bubu.. WTH!!! its because i sleep half naked thats why. he was shocked and was like making fun of me and all. but whats wrong with sleeping half naked man.. its like freaking comfy lah. and at night it gets cold and its damn nice.. haha... anyway, my sis then played with my hair then i fell asleep again and woke up at 11.30. went to brush my teeth. while brushing my teeth, was quite bored so i went to kick my sister's butt.. lol..

on christmas, went to kai's house. was the first one to arrive their. so went to his room and played with his new guitar... freaking cool man. gave him my card also. then at at 6.30 the rest came. we exchanged cards also. THONGS HAIR DAMN NICE MAN!!!! LOL!! received a card from ky, thongs and sx. like them all... then i was a little crazy, all of us were except for the girls. kevin and sk were dancing around.. sk also kept singing the ashwind song.. while sx was making her cards, kevin was trying to do the split and then i said " you're balls will split!!!" then sx laugh like some drunk women.. then while i was drinking the apple juice, sx snatched the bottle away from me then i snatched it back. then she burped then i started laughing and all the juice came out of my mouth!!!! when kevin was drinking i snatched the bottle from him and the juice went up his nose!!!! then started laughing like some mad cow!!! watched hills have eyes 2.. the girls were sreaming and i was laughing because of that. then got slapped my sx because she wanted me to off it. haha. then went to watch simpsons. watched abit only lah... had to leave as it was already 10.

HAHA!!! today, thongs gonna wear braces man. cant wait to see how she looks like. and 2moro is my cousins bday. so gonna go over and celebrate.

anyway, need to go and bath now..

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2007-12-25T01:46:00.000-08:00

merry christmas to everyone reading this!!! have a happy new year to!!!!

on christmas eve i went to my godfather's house for the party. it was very fun and funny. some adults got drunk and playing charades at the same time. and they were talking nonsense too. we did the countdown and stuff then i got my present it was the avenged sevenfold album and 30 seconds to mars album. wished the tranxz family merry christmas and all.

today, christmas, im at jie kais house now posting this. waiting for the rest to come. now only got small children playing x-box and kai is like babysitting them.

anyway, goin to enjoy the party now. see ya soon

getting the freaking moodswings again

2007-12-23T07:22:00.000-08:00

eventhough christmas is around the corner, im feeling under the weather lately... and i dont even know why. getting angry at even the smallest things like just now, went to ikea, it was like freaking crowded and i went there to find my mum and eat dinner. so, i couldn't find her and i didn't want to call cause i was running out of money. then i got all worked up and stuff. then, while i was walking this girl nearly banged into me cause she was looking else where and then i was like "look straight when you're walking bitch!" then i went to eat dinner alone, and couldn't find a seat, then got angry again. then i told my mum ill wait for her at the cashier cause i hate shopping with her and that will make me angry again. then i went to find a seat, then there was this malay girl who was like fucking fat and ugly... she was trying to act cute lah... i got disgusted and stuff then got angry again. just needed someone to talked to so i smsed thongs. she kinda made me happy again. thanks alot!!! see, i don even know why im feeling like this, its just freaking small things and i get so worked up. in the morning, i needed to get something of my mind. then found out that i was just too paranoid... thinking about stuff that i should not even think about.

anyways,ill be goin to kai's ouse for some christmas party(not confirm, but surely can go). hope to see the tranxz family again cause i have not seen all of u in a while. hope can play with kai's new guitar. play pool, xbox and table soccer yay!!!

now im getting angry again... cause theres this guy on msn who keeps coming on and off and its like freaking irritating!!! guess im just confused.. fickle minded. anyway i hope there will be a conference later cause i really need it... need to laugh!!! if not, i hope kai's house will be fun!!!

need to go brush teeth now...

week review

2007-12-15T06:49:00.000-08:00

today, 15/12/07, was kai's bday, wished him and all that stuff... thongs woke me up at 7 saying that she was going for camp and just wanted to say bye... but eventually, i went back to sleep and woke up at 11.. went to j8 today but nobody was there... boring :(... just played max tune and just saw other people playing too... one thing to say.... FUCKING LOUSY... NO... SERIOUSLY!!!!

11/12/07
sister planned a surprise bday party for kai and ky... went to j8 and stuff... bought cake.. kai was surprised... ky cried... after that went to the play ground to hang out... i bought a chain for kai and a keycain for ky... went back at around 10...

12/12/07
after my cip at the library, went to javs house to meet thongs and sx... did not do much... the only thing that happen, jav fell into the pool while trying to take the ball that i kicked into the pool...

13/12/07
was my cousins bday, went to amk hub to meet sk, ky and thongs... then went to ky house... ate at the prata shop down the road... ate butter prata and ice cream prata... damn nice man!!!! then went to the playground to chill and talk some shit... then... walked ky home and then went to my cousins house which was just opposite...

thats all that happened ths week... 2moro goin out with my dad and then looking forward to liverpool vs man u... LIVERPOOL SURELY WIN!!!!

chow for now....

5/11/07

2007-12-04T08:19:00.000-08:00

got a new name now... actually two... uncle menon and ask wind.... wat the hell... anyway its abt 12 am now and im blogging, mums watching mtv with my sister and coz... AND I JUST SAID SOMETHING I SHOULD NOT HAVE SAID!!!!! FUCK!!!! WHAT WERE U THINKING MAN!!!! SUCH A STUPID IDIOT!!!! DAMMIT!!!!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! SHIT MY SELF MAN!!!! SO, SO, SO, SO, FUCKING STUPID MAN!!!!! RRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWRRRRRRR!!!!!!

trying to forget abt it.... sorry if i had hurt u... anyway... went on monday to j8... met jav and kai there... thongs and shu xiang should have came but thongs had some problem so shu xiang did not come... so... it was an all boys day out... AND WE WENT CRAZY!!!!! bryan, sk, jav, kai n me... talked shit and cock... wanted to buy barcadi, acted drunk, made alot of noise at the bus stop and then went to chomp chomp....

tuesday, was not suppose to go out but i went... my mum went to ikea with my sis and coz... told her i would come later wen she was eating dinner and after her shopping... in the mean time went to j8 and met sk, kai, jav and thongs... sx came later... i ad to leave for dinner so i did not stay long... then took the bus all the way from bishan to pasir ris... then came home...

ANYWAY.... IM SO, SO, SO, SORRY.... I WAS NOT THINKING WHEN I SAID THAT... PLEASE FORGIVE ME.....

1/12/07

2007-11-30T08:08:00.000-08:00

its been awhile since i last posted... alot of shit happened... and now, its the first day of the last month and im getting kind off scared and happy... school is gonna start... kinda happy(though ive got lots of proofing to do) and also im not to sure were gonna stay like this... but on the inside, im sure were gonna stay together....( just meet up to study can already lah)

19/11/07
went out to kai's house... shu xiang, thongs, jav, ky and kevin were also there... cant remember much though... just know that kai, thongs, jav and me went to j8 for dinner after that...

23/11/07
i freaking put on my braces on this date... freaking painful and numb.... the worst part is that i have to eat porridge for a week!!!! but now its better... starting biting into food already.... haha... now thongs also must wear and she is scared abt it and shu xiang is gonna call us brace face.... lol...

26/11/07
went out with kai, ky,jav, shu xiang and thongs to amk hub... did nothing much just took some neo print... and kai is an ass hole... purposely eting in front of me when he knows i cant bite shit!!!! haha... then went to kai's house to play some games... left around 9.30 and then walked jav to the bus stop and then went home to sleep...

peace out!!!

18/11/07

2007-11-18T01:10:00.000-08:00

using the computer without permision again.... haha... anyway... yesterday, there was some fights between my friends which i was really sad about.. it ended of with alot of people feeling hurt, dissapointed and angry.. personally, i felt really heartbroken.. my two bros who have been there with me through it all had a fight. and as a friend i didnt like the sight. there were so close to each other that they even looked like twins. yes, they have fought before but they have always gotten back together. this time, i know they will get back together but i think it would take a much longer time.

last night i called to find out whether it was all settled, but more bad news came to my ears. trying to console her was all that i could do. after all, she was truly hurt by the fight. i could not sleep the entire. i was thinking of how to get everybody back again. i will try and try until i succeed because i don wanna lose all of you. ur the closest thing to family that ive ever had. it kills me to see hate and anger between us coz as brothers, thats not wat we do. stand up, fight and die with each other, thats our game.

after class, i called her to find out whether she was alright, and a cry was what i heard. hearing that, i too felt bad. calling urself names which are false and accusing urself of being such a bad friend. well, if u were such a bad friend, u wouldnt have tried to stop the fight. feeling empty and loss, i know how u feel. but give it some time and everything would be fine. and to let u know, ill always be here for u..

as for u, i know u feel hurt. kuan keeping u in the dark. but wat kuan did was in a way correct. would u go up t ur friend and say " yo, she likes me instead of u.. so fuck off ". NO. maybe u were to angry to think. and please forget about this incident. she did wat she tought was right and pls forgive her.

16/11/07

2007-11-15T06:20:00.000-08:00

normal day today... woke up at 9(forced) did some work then slacked all the way... nothing much happen today though... fuck lah... parents are fucked up.. last minute tell me that i cant go out on friday!!!! only next week can!!!! WTF!!!

12/11/07

went out with kai, meow, mdm thongs, sk and peewee.... went j8 at abt 3... went to play max tune then went to eat lunch... only kai, meow and sk ate. kai ate fish that was to big for his mouth again... haha lol!!!!! after that, went to my house(brought them over) played in my room with the guitar and then went to sleep. got squashed in between mdm thongs and meow!!! abt 9 they went back home and then i went to eat dinner and watch tv...

13/11/07

the only good thing that happen was goin for the linkin park concert!!! they rocked the house down man!!!! freaking cool!!!!! it was my second linkin park concert and chester had a broken arm and it was the first time i saw him play guitar haha!!!! ill show u a vid...

false pretense

2007-11-09T07:48:00.001-08:00

this is one cool song